Her's Story

Happy Chinese New year :)

2012-01-28T17:30:00.006+08:00

Hopefully it's not too late wish Everyone a Happy Chinese New Year ! All the best ! hopefully 2012 is a good year to me , at least i want to make it a good year for me ;)

Ticket to Avril show

2012-01-11T16:01:00.003+08:00

The one reason that can make me smile :) Hopefully will meet some Avril fan ...it's like a big family reunion thing .

2nd page of 365 day , Chapter 2012

2012-01-02T20:38:00.002+08:00

Going into a new chapter , YEAR 2012 ! Yup , the myth about 2012 ....Hopefully this year is a good year , Best year of my live . I was in a new environment of working place .

Hmmm , looking foward for Avril 's concert , job started to be quite challenging now , hopefully i can be in this early education field for a few year . Hopefully i can be getting really smart , i realise i 'm changing .

I wish i am much stronger and wiser .

Avril 's concert new concert poster ! WOW :o

2011-12-12T20:46:00.002+08:00

I <3 the new color theme for this poster !!!! red color for the background with black color ! this is so freaking cool !

2011-12-01T23:03:00.001+08:00

The colours that cannot be touched, is it called rainbow?

The hug that cannot be seen, is it called breeze?

A person thinking of another person, is it called loneliness?

Fate took away "If" , leaving only the result.

Time took away original intention , leaving only difficulties

You came, and after you left, leaving only the starry night

That year, we gaze upon the starry night

and we had so many wonderful dreams

and thought the happiness will be eternal

like the starry night keeping me company.

Orion, Sirius, Weaver, light years away, silently

Recalling younger times and the dreams, When did they fall?

I loved, and then I became quiet

Drifting in the sea of people

作詞：阿信
作曲：石頭
編曲：五月天
監製：五月天

摸不到的顏色是否叫彩虹?
看不到的擁抱是否叫做微風?
一個人想著一個人是否就叫寂寞?

命運偷走如果只留下結果
時間偷走初衷只留下了苦衷
你來過然後你走後只留下星空

那一年我們望著星空有那麼多的燦爛的夢
以為快樂會永久像不變星空陪著我

獵戶天狼織女光年外沉默
回憶青春夢想何時偷偷隕落？
我愛過然後我沈默人海裡漂流

那一年我們望著星空未來的未來從沒想過
當故事失去美夢美夢失去線索而我們失去聯絡

這一片無言無語星空為什麼靜靜看我淚流
如果你在的時候會不會伸手擁抱我？

細數繁星閃爍細數此生奔波
原來所有所得所獲不如一夜的星空

空氣中的溫柔回憶你的笑容
彷彿只要伸手就能觸摸

摸不到的顏色是否叫彩虹
看不到的擁抱是否叫做微風
一個人習慣一個人...

這一刻獨自望著星空從前的從前從沒變過
寂寞可以是忍受也可以是享受享受僅有的擁有

那一年我們望著星空有那麼多的燦爛的夢
至少回憶會永久像不變星空陪著我

最後只剩下星空像不變回憶
陪著我...

Avril Lavigne Live in KL , Malaysia 2012

2011-11-27T21:49:00.003+08:00

She is coming next year 18th February 2012 @ Stadium Merdeka , KL ! YAY !!!!

I think i want to go study

2011-11-12T16:45:00.004+08:00

I think i better go further study so that i can be more pro in this field so i won't change so much job ! I think Diploma cert mean nothing to me ! it 's just a blank paper to me now ! Maybe i might study illustration or visual design . Maybe i will study in TAIWAN ! I don't feel like i want to be in here anymore . No wonder so many talented ppl want to get out of here and go somewhere that they will be more appreciated rather than getting crappy pay and job . Okie i have to say the problem is me , I 'm not a fast learner and slow ! I really envious those friend that can do what they like . I 'm trying to like the job but no i 'm still unhappy . I try the teacher job but i really really not a teacher material , and i don't like clerk work either but i will try it and see ...earn some money for maybe uni fund .

So i think i gonna say to those that think i 'm uncreative or something , Most of the time i want to say to them :" WATCH ME ! "

迷茫！

2011-10-22T00:05:00.002+08:00

这几个月当老师很灰心，那办死小孩不听话，这还不用紧，遇到这样的老板真是倒霉！最近都不怎么好。难道我真的要出国读书回来找更好的工作吗？因为我的基本功夫也好不到那里去。如果别人可以为何我不可以呢？

好灰心，事业、感情都没有什么成就。很想离开这个市镇去到很远很远的地方，很想去旅行，背包旅行，一个人去探险也好！this year is not my year ......everything isn't went well ! nothing is working !!!! *sigh*

我也不懂下一步是什么.......

星空

2011-10-17T23:30:00.003+08:00

好想看！看了预告片超想看的！让我感觉超想创作的！

超喜欢梵谷的“星空” Vincent Van Gogh - Stary Stary Night

世界別為我擔心

2011-09-28T21:16:00.002+08:00

这本书的第一页开头
我妈妈都这样说:

亲爱的孩子,

你知道吗?

我一直为你担心......

可是我不要你们为我担心!包括世界!

为什么我们总是担心这个那个???

我担心看不懂别人的故事。
我担心我是井第之蛙。
我担心你的沉默像一道坚固的城墙。
我担心没有足够的勇气面对困境。
我担心没有智慧解决人生的难题。
我担心写了一推东西，电脑却突然断电。
我担心对幸福感到怀疑。
我担心我什么比不上别人。（这个是我自己加的。）
我担心一整套书缺了其中一集。
我担心我对世界愈来愈冷漠。
我担心电线缠绕着小鸟，困在无边的天际，而我们却无能为力。
我担心被误抓进警察局，还遇见烂法官。（这里都会发生）
我担心快乐的人不再快乐而痛苦的人继续痛苦。
我担心流落异乡回不了家还无人闻问。
我担心先知不是先知，愚人真是愚人。
我手机又不见了再一次和世界断讯。
我担心恐怖分子就在身边环绕。
我担心喜欢的运动员明星受伤不能出赛了。
我担心高速公路连环火烧车。
我担心梦想家失去做梦的能力。
我担心永远找不到人生方向。
！·#￥%…—*—+！！
我担心白头发和染发剂致癌。
我担心老年失亿，忘记永远思念的人。
我担心小孩交到坏朋友做坏事。（这是以后的事）
我担心吃太胖了又瘦不下来。
我担心曾经感动过的不再感动，曾经美好的不再有感觉。
我担心乱写的书却大受欢迎。
我担心胡乱作为却走向康庄大道。
我担心照片里出现灵异鬼魂。
我担心热浪来嵇，热死人。
我担心瓦斯外泄，没穿衣服就上天堂。（后面那个好笑！）
我担心乱画的图大受喜爱。（我会非常开心的，不用担心！）
你担心无法再创纪录，我担心你给自己的压力太大。
你担心无法达到别人的期待，我担心你对自己不够好。
你担心他不爱你。我担心你不爱他。
你担心还不快快长大。我担心无忧的同年即将流逝。
我担心春天秋天不见了。
我担心嫁给不爱我的人。
我担心酒精中毒还没钱买醉。
我担心心爱人变心朋友背叛。
我担心更年期提早到来又久久不去。

.____. 我被担心种种包围着，真的很E.M.O !!!!

Wish You Were Here

2011-09-10T15:40:00.003+08:00

This is so shocking , shocking seeing Avril in tear , so emotional ! have been rape replay button for so many time ! Hopefully this single is doing well in U.S coz i think the U.S doesn't seem to like her music , or maybe it's have to do with her record company RCA that doesn't seem supportive of this album ! Hopefully this single doing well in U.S and everywhere so that she can have a 4th Single .

This is a Big Hit !!!! suitable for the fall mood , so emo !

UMMM.......

2011-08-08T18:18:00.003+08:00

This year seem to be a dramatic year , i keep on changing my job and again and again . ACTUALLY , i really don't want to change my job , i was started to like the kindergarten job but then i get fired and then i almost become tuition teacher but ....they reply me too late coz i was already on other job , i thought i will like this but ....too technical i hate it , then hopefully this time tomorrow going to interview will turn out to be a great one and a last job i would ever get , and stay in the job for like a few year pls ....not planning to study at the moment , prefer to be a teacher again and hopefully this time around not one get in my way . No Collegue that talk bad about me behind or complain about me , and maybe not so lazy , maybe if i 'm polite i say longer in this field , who know ?

This kindergarten i have call for twice after i give up coz they always ask me to call and then after that other person answer that they 're busy , i wonder if i can work half day and 2 or 3 day for full day ...what excuse i will answer if the boss request me to work full day , i think i will say if they need me i will just work full day for 2 day lo~ Not really good at handling small kid , but the time pass will really quick so that why ...LOL , 2 day off ...but still hopefully this time the salary a bit increase ....( wishful thinking ! ) Okay , it's too early to tell ...but hopefully i can get hired as soon as posible , i cannot imagine how to survive next month without salary ....okay another problem is that i 'm not quited the job in kindergarten so how will i tell the person-in-charge that i get terminated in that job but still wish to work in this field . just almost 3 month experience
This month last week i have been watching Transformer 3 , Captain Amaerica and HP 7 part 2 , i was so sad that HP series is over although i started to ignore the movie started the 5th one and 6th one and then i catch up for 5th , 6th and 7th part 1 and then i totally forget the storyline in begninning 3 movie , i remember watching the 2nd movie then the 1st movie , and Daniel Radcliffe is so cute back then , i just realise Tom Felton is really ...cute :P Maybe will read HP series a ~

Opps .....really long-winded .....Bored like hell , hope to invite old friend to go out ....

Word hard but no play :(

2011-07-20T22:04:00.002+08:00

I feel like i wanna give up this job , totally not my interest at all . those shit and crap i have to listen to like hundred times now feel so sick of what my accountant collegue say , you have to stay until bla bla bla , for the sake of bonus ? what if i don't want to have bonus ? My happiness is my bonus , but for the sake of experience and money so i have to stay in that company until next year ?

Still struggling still learning , i hope i can quit , i know i know i shouldn't be ....but i really unhappy working in this environment , exact same thing almost and very commercial thing , nothing creative , no collegue that similiar interest with me , just same old same old kind .

I am looking forward to the day that i last step foot in the company and start a new life in somewhere else . Routine working life isn't my thing really

I know what i want but i don't know how to get it , that's the problem . I don't like to be consistancy ....everything have to be 99% accurate . My biggest weakness , man !

I rather work in retail store than working in office , i freaking hate office job so much , after this job i maybe not giving the design job a chance anymore . Maybe i should be teacher , since i don't need to Ot but i have lof of paper work and school work to prepare .

Although i shouldn't compare myself to other ppl life but i really envious about my old college mate and my senior and my junior for doing what they like . Since when can i do what i like and FXck what other ppl think ....i don't want to care what ppl think , but i really want to stick to ART field not design not printing . But what the hell am i doing there anyway ? for the sake of gainning experience , seem like pretty pathetic ......*sigh*

709 the Yellow Revolution rally

2011-07-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

this is the song i can say best describe what happening today , this morning about 30000 ppl joinning this rally , and i am proud to be malaysian for today . But shame for our Police and goverment for having such a violent react against this incident

This is what i need : S.M.I.L.E

2011-06-27T20:09:00.004+08:00

You know that I'm a crazy chick
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don't really give it up
You go, if you go, if you go with it
'Cause you're like crazy Rock 'n' Roll

Ye-ou said hey
What's your name?
It took one look
And now we're not the same
Yeah, you said hey
And since that day
You stole my heart
And you're the one to blame

And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this
Right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly
You're underneath the reason
I-I-I
I smi-i-ile

Last night I blacked out, I think
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then, oh, oh
I woke up with a new tattoo
Your name was on me and my name was on you
I would do it all over again

Ye-ou said hey
What's your name?
It took one look
And now we're not the same
Yeah, you said hey
And since that day
You stole my heart
And you're the one to blame

And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this
Right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly
You're underneath the reason
Why-y-y
I smi-i-ile
The rease why-y-y
I smi-i-ile

You know that I'm a crazy chick
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I'm a crazy chick
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this
Right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly
You're underneath the reason

I smi-i-ile
The reason, the reason why-y-y
I smi-i-ile
The reason why-y-y
I smi-i-ile

P/s : I love the original version swear word " bit*h" , " Sh*T" , and " Fu*king"
I-I-I

挫折感。。。

2011-06-18T20:41:00.002+08:00

虽然才做了2个星期，可是觉得这份工可不是任何人可以做到的。虽然没有熬到很夜可是我就是还是很不确定，觉得我想跟那些同事聊天可是都不懂该聊些什么。我觉得我很不适合这份工，只是想拿经验而已。再加上今天跟旧同学聚会觉得他们比我懂很多。而我还是原地，其实我找到这份工不会很开心，因为老板说到很严肃那样。我那么早到都不懂要做些什么，要怎样做，如何做。让我对photoshop失去兴趣了，感觉好难，感觉没有想继续做下去的冲动。可能我学习能力慢吧，可是我一旦熟悉就可以很快，家人都会说我什么慢半拍，其实不是啊，我只是犹豫不绝而已。

听到他们那些话题，我只是“哦” 、是吗？“之类的反应，很显，好讨厌办公室的环境虽然有收音机听，可是不想听MY .fm 感觉都是重复不停的歌曲，让我很厌烦。非常讨厌那种不确定的感觉。头痛，烦，显，每天都想快点下班！身旁的人都说慢慢来这类的话，可是都起不了作用，这些东西要常常操作才能更熟练。

干嘛总是这样.......?

New job again

2011-06-12T15:35:00.004+08:00

I just interview this job on 3rd june and i just get it ...i 'm still quite blur about the job even though i have been working for 1 week now , as a DTP artist some sort of appreantice , as la learner type worker , i don't think i will work long in this field anyway . It's about touch up , layout arrangment for a promotional brand stuff that normally u will see in pharmacy and some shopping mall display , inkjet sticker or color print that usually put in those make-up / cosmetic counter .

I realise i not really a pro in Photoshop , i not quite pro at AI either , it would be a challenge for me to work in this field and have to double check detail and color whether it matches what client want . It 's a weakness for me when it come to be neat , clean and really sensitive at detail job . I wish i 'm working as a illustrator for commercial stuff rather than touch up or layout arrangment for this .........boring yes ! but it 's somehow will be a good working experience although the pay quite low but since i have no experiences so i should be really learning hard and working hard . well , better than working in shopping mall but i miss those time when i can go shopping or outing on weekday , no worry about many ppl or crowds at shopping mall .

Well , work hard play hard ! B***hes :P Seem like using computer to surf net for fun and using computer to work is a big big different ....i think once in a while i will paint , draw and doodle as well

Lost

2011-05-20T16:47:00.002+08:00

Seem like odd is not in my favour or god is not favour me at all .....not luck find a job that can start immediately . maybe i need to work in retail job again ? no way . but what choice i have anyway ? i just refused a job that would give me RM1400/RM1500 but due to time problem i dun think i can deal with and the job itself isn't what i wanted , image consultant .....what the hell ? I glad i didn't work there ... so tomorrow only work about 3 hour which cost me about RM24 of pay .....*sigh* i am desperate now , i should be in shanghai rite now instead or worry what job i should be finding or when can i get a freaking job . At least i can learn something from my aunt if i going with her but so disappointed when she say it's expensive and i have fly over there myself .....which i say no nid and miss this opportunity . WEll thing happen for a reason , i think the reason why i been terminated not just those parent complain i think , i think someone else complain about me , maybe she is jealous or something else i don't really care rite now .....

Just give me a freaking job that i can start immediately and get amount of money .....arghhhh.....

Muchness

2011-04-23T18:38:00.003+08:00

Seem like i lost that muchness which u can find in AIW ( Alice in wonderland tim burton version ) Madhatter say that Alice is grown up and lost that muchness she have when she was much younger then . So I feel like i lost something and i gain something , no pain no gain ! feel like my old friend and me doesn't have much to say and i feel like i don't want to talk to her , we used to have all kind of topic to talk about now all i want to talk about is art related topic . Seem like i only want to communicate with ppl with common interest with me or have something in common . I feel quite annoyed this week . Maybe because of my annoying and irritating colleugue and usually what she do i don't really care that much , she so Ge po chi ( busy body ) tell lie twisted the truth , I know i know it 's not like i don't know that this kind of person is existed but this week she is over the top and talk bad thing about me .

I think i might not talk with her , She never change this is what i heard from my colleugue coz this insane mad lady almost make her resign because of this reason , a small matter but make it 's like a big deal to everybody . I mean what the hell is she thinking anyway ? My other colleugue didn't really throw away her thing in the shelf just move into same level but different place but she just bising bising only ....Monday afternoon .....is she losing her hormone or something else ? no offend but my working day was good until this kind of thing happen to me . But i won't give up this job easily since i was the one who find this job and get hired to do something important : Teaching not busy body talk something not important , or even twist the truth of what really happening .

What happen to my old friend is that ...? maybe distance make us apart i guess . She don't really know what love is and she don't really know how to say the right word in the right time , and this is one of the reason why i am so angry . Form 1 u didn't really comfort me , and i don't think u really that concern me either . ur older sis is so far better than u . I don't think we have something in common since i always listen to different type of music while u always listen Mandapop/ cantopop music . I think maybe the old me not really know how to critic ppl that much , or i was only being naive . They are not really a good friend , sometime i feel like that's a hole in our friendship , now another old friend don't really chat with me on MSN / Window live messenger .

That's why i am alone , not because i don't have friend , i have try to invite them over for CNY , but they FFK me like so many time i feel so betrayed and upset i don't think she is that concerned about me that much anymore . She betrayed me but i didn't try to betrayed her , she lie to me about celebrate birthday and dress nicely but in the end it 's about direct sale ...how stupid she is to believe those ppl the freaking QUESTNET !!!!!!!!!!!

Darlin'

2011-03-16T23:27:00.002+08:00

Darling

Darling
You're hiding in the closet once again
start smiling

I know you're trying
real hard not to turn your head away
pretty darling
face tomorrow, tomorrow is not yesterday
Yesterday oh oh

Pretty please
I know it's a drag
wipe your eyes and put up your head

I wish you could be happy instead
There's nothing else I can do
But love you the best that I can
yeah yeah

Darling
I was there once a while ago
I know
that it's hard to be stuck with people that you love
when nobody trusts

Pretty please
I know it's a drag
wipe your eyes and put up your head

I wish you could be happy instead
There's nothing else I can do
But love you the best that I can
yeah yeah

You're not the only one who's been trough
I've been there alone and now so are you
I just want you to know, want you to know it's not your fault, oh oh

Pretty please
I know it's a drag
wipe your eyes and put up your head

I wish you could be happy instead
There's nothing else I can do
But love you the best that I can

Pretty please
I know it's a drag
wipe your eyes and put up your head

I wish you could be happy instead
There's nothing else I can do
But love you the best that I can

Darling
You're hiding in the closet once again,
start smiling

I like how her song mostly have universal meaning on it , i heard this song is about Avril experience during her younger day , maybe early childhood or teen day . I love how this song is simple and really encouraging also . I try to interpret this in my own way , i sort of think this can be about early young day when we all facing some problem either personal problem or some school problem , or maybe it's about the people around us , and she sing it in 1st person and wish that person a happy life love her/him the best she can . I try to figure that " You 're hiding in the close once again " line

Yo....!!!! I get the freaking Album physically :)

2011-03-10T19:48:00.008+08:00

I pre-order it on 29/12/2010 and pay deposit RM20 , in Tropicana City mall 's Victoria Music centre Music Store , and i get it yesterday evening and pay for about RM25 for this ...WHOA !!!!!! Free one cotton WTH tote bag , quite different ..but the pic on CD isn't that clear look like pirated version...a bit la ~ but the audio is HQ d , and then The making of the album DVD .

overall i like the this album photoshoot , most of the fan say the style is like combine 3 of her album all together , and this album have more consistency than previous album of her , minority of the fan found it to be boring and disappointed but i realise this album have a bit Michelle Branch 's Hotel Paper Vibe in it . Well some review criticthis album using same chord progression etc , well ......it 's just sound good to me , i Love her vocal in this album , of course i don't think we should expect a poetic lyrics from her , but her song from this album is relatable . Minority of the fan that dislike this album even wish it would flop but sorry I think it will done quite well like UMS , I just wish it wouldn't flop like Kelly Clarkson 's My December or Christina Aguilera 's Bionic . It have some catchy tune , it 's something mellow acoustic pop song to me . Avril seem to be in between indie and pop music , She isn't punk and the punk music won't regonize her music type and style , and the media often label her as " pop punk princess " and the rock type music won't like her and regonize her either .

UMS ( under My skin her 2nd studio album ) have more mature lyric and this album more repetitive and even have a reference to her old song , lyrically some lyrics in " Wish you were here " No , I don't wanna let go let go let go , which remind me of her debut album title LET GO . I love her self written song like Alice in Wonderland ending credit song and theme song " Alice " , the only different vibe and really feel like it's inspired by Tim Burton style of movie . " what the hell " the debut single from this album , sound just like her previous album THE BEST DAMN THING . " SMile " is a catchy upbeat bright song , other song was quite soothing , calming effect on me if really listen to it a few time alone . I thought acoustic song would sound something like " Fall to pieces " , " Tomorrow " , " thing i 'll never say " . Well it 's well received in fan , at least postive view on this album when she describle it as introspective , deep , and acoustic sound .

I give it 4/5 rating of star

GOODBYE LULLABY is about closing one life chapter and opening another , it's really bittersweet , in our life we all have some bittersweet moment and she just divorce with Deryck , but still remain friend , feel like it sort of like a divorce album to me and she is less angst now compare to 9 year ago when she just came out and release LET GO

W.O.R.K

2011-03-04T18:20:00.003+08:00

I should take picture of my student artwork and their faces as well , well i am a preschool/ Kindergarden Teacher ! And it's surprise me that i really enjoy working in this kindergarden coz i don't need to work in odd hour and i having off day on weekend and i don't need to work on sunday which is FREAKING COOL !!! NYAK~ NYAK ~ !!!!

OKIE....Kind of lazy to update these day :P

" Goodbye Lullabye " Album preview

2011-02-22T19:49:00.004+08:00

OMG !!!!!! This is her best Album !!!! I love every bit of her song in this album

OH My ! OH My ! Oh MY ! This is MUCH better than her previous record ! Oh my ! Falling in love with her voice once more ! AHHHHHHH !!!! AVRIL ! You're Amazing !!!! You didn't let me down , it's just make me go " awww" like ur own daughter / son grow up or something !

Goodbye Lullaby :
1. 'Black Star' - Avril Lavigne, Deryck Whibley
2. 'What the Hell' - Lavigne, Max Martin, Shellback
3. 'Push' - Lavigne, Evan Taubenfeld, Whibley
4. 'Wish You Were Here' - Lavigne, Martin, Shellback
5. 'Smile' - Lavigne, Martin, Shellback
6. 'Stop Standing There' - Lavigne, Whibley
7. 'I Love You' - Lavigne, Martin, Shellback
8. 'Everybody Hurts' - Lavigne, Taubenfeld, Whibley
9. 'Not Enough' - Lavigne, Taubenfeld, Whibley
10. '4 Real' - Lavigne 3:28
11. 'Darlin' - Lavigne, Whibley
12. 'Remember When' - Lavigne, Whibley
13. 'Goodbye' - Lavigne
14. 'Alice' (hidden track) - Lavigne, Butch Walker

Deluxe edition bonus tracks

15. 'What the Hell' (Acoustic) - Lavigne, Martin, Shellbeck
16. 'Push' (Acoustic) - Lavigne, Taubenfeld
17. 'Wish You Were Here' (Acoustic) - Lavigne, Martin, Shellbeck
18. 'Bad Reputation' - Joan Jett, Ritchie Cordell, Kenny Laguna, Marty Joe Kupersmith

Upbeat Stuff

2011-02-17T21:53:00.002+08:00

Emo song just getting me more and more depressed and i want to be happy

Penned by Avril Lavigne and other co-writer , but give it to Miranda which i don't really know the singer that much , sound so alike with " What The Hell "

It would be a long list to post a upbeat song video :P

Song that remind me of the past

2011-02-11T09:32:00.002+08:00

I have a really sad love story ....
( i already written in chinese but something wrong with IE )

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And learn to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

(Fu*kin') Perfect

2011-02-09T23:21:00.004+08:00

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, missunderstood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Under estimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
F-ckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're f-ckin' perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
See do the you same

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
F-ckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing

You're f-ckin' perfect to me
The world stares while I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and we tried tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less then, f-ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're f-ckin' perfect, to me
You're perfect
You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing you're f-cking perfect to me

I can so related to this song , when i watch the video , the 1st scene when the little girl been bullied it really remind me when i was in primary school , standard 1 been bullied by a few boi , and then been misunderstood that i stole something , and have self-esteem problem , i still have that problem until someone told me i was pretty , why do people have to be so mean , sometime i kind of have negative feeling toward those who think thin = pretty and beautiful , those freaking thin model that make the girl think that we have to be thin and thin or skinny is beautiful

Chinese New year

2011-02-08T10:09:00.007+08:00

Well , i guess most of the people are starting working now ( I wish i am too ) and i thinking of posting a few CNY photo . Some are my house deco photo

This is in near by my house Tropicana City Mall event

Ok , Everyone in my family take all the attention on her , she's my niece , really really clever only 1 year old and know how to open my house room door , really curious at everything surrounded her

So this is my house CNY deco , really simple coz Less is more ! LOL

The Green Hornet ( special effect is nice )

2011-02-03T14:51:00.004+08:00

^ this is the ending credit music ......when i listen to it , it's so awesome Rock , rap + some classcial music style
Okay , at first i'm not really into this movie but Jay Chou got my attention a bit , coz at 1st it was suppost to be Steven Chow but he and Seth Rogen are not " click" and have a disagreement for most of the part in the movie. So they searching for the right person trought audition and the company , the one who responsible for this movie just choose Jay Chou through Audition . Well i think and i predict many non- Jay fan will bash him ans say he didn't suit the role coz he 's not good enough but he actually can pull it off and he's like a multiple function pen knife ( whatever- it -call) He know mechanical , know how to make a coffee , know how to fight ( they make him look like one ) it's like alternate version of Batman without those ridiculous suit , it's like Man - in- black meet Batman , but the sidekick stole the limelight .

Just one thing , the sidekick Kato dunno how to swim ???? LOL he know almost everything but dunno how to swim ...Okay ! well i like the special effect but the story is happen too fast . Well it 's i have the time i probaly should watch the original version of The green hornet , even the original actor as Brit ( i guess it's the same name character) say it's look funny and lame . I didn't expect anything from this movie just special effect , jay as multiple function whatever it call , he playing piano , good at driving , good at mechanical , fighting , yeah ...and some funny bit from Brit that all

RAting : 3 1/2 out 5

Sophie's World

2011-01-30T18:35:00.004+08:00

It's a novel about a girl about 14 year old receive a anouymous letter from a mysterious old man that ask her a philsophy question but yet simple : " Who are you ? " well mostly the answer would be i am " Name " , usually that's what our answer are , but after that she keep receive that kind of letter without stating whom the mysterious person address to . So following after that , that person giving her a philsophy lesson from 5000 year ago . ( I still reading , i actually go to MPH store just to wandering what book or novel , and then i came through a top 10 ficition that this is one of the bestseller and the book cover design is nice , well the original cover wasn't like that , well it's re-publish again , it's a sweden novel which originaly publish in 1991 )

你会用什么来换取你的梦想?

2011-01-23T17:10:00.003+08:00

《第36个故事》这是电影的主题曲

以物易物的定义广泛所以....电影自己去看发掘吧!

I don't mind a alternate choice .....there's always a back up plan if plan A doesn't work !

何必对生活那么认真...轻松一下吧!

2011-01-22T21:14:00.001+08:00

EP-我爸的筆

詞:魏如萱、陳怡萱、曾大衡、簡瑞松、羅文裕
曲:魏如萱
吉他:羅文裕
貝斯:簡瑞松
和聲:陳怡萱、曾大衛、簡瑞松、羅文裕

我有一堆筆有一支是我爸的筆
我爸的筆跑去哪裡
馬力住在隔壁
馬力的隔壁住著瑪莉兄弟
瑪莉兄弟拿了我爸的筆
我爸的筆我爸的筆我爸的筆我爸的筆
我爸的我爸的我爸的筆筆筆
我爸的筆跑去哪裡
我罵瑪莉兄弟這是我爸的筆你拿個屁

我的筆勒我的筆勒

馬力家樓下有一間聖瑪莉
我問馬力你要去哪裡

如果你要去聖瑪莉
幫我買巧克力因為我在便祕不能出去還要買筆
我爸的筆我爸的筆我爸的筆我爸的筆
我爸的我爸的我爸的筆筆筆
我爸的筆跑去哪裡

你說你沒拿我爸的筆你放屁

我爸的筆被你A去什麼叫你沒拿聽你哩放熱水
我爸的筆被你A去這是我爸的筆你北七

我爸叫我去買筆我就開車出去
結果勒結果勒還被後面的卡車逼逼逼

我爸的筆我爸的筆
把新的筆放回去

的确,听了心情好多了!

Music

2011-01-20T23:15:00.003+08:00

the music is nice , no need any freaking beat or rap or any sexy chick in the video , just plain good voice and guitar , that's it ! When will the music go back to that just's music , instrument and good voice alone not some stupid freaking dance beat and sexy appearance ....Please get the real deal back !

cover version
oh my ...he 's ....Hawt :P

Just believe just breathe

2011-01-18T00:40:00.002+08:00

I brought you some something close to me
And left with something new
I can see through your head
You haunt my dreams
But theres nothing to do but believe
Just believe
Just breathe
Another day
Just believe
Another day
Just breathe
Another day
Just believe
Another day
Just breathe
I’m used to it by now
Another day
Just believe
Just breathe
Just believe
Just breathe
Lying in my bed
Staring at the ceiling
Just breathe
Another day
Another day
Just believe
Another day
I’ m used to it by now
I’ m used to it by now
Just breathe
Just believe
Just breathe
Just believe
Just breathe
Just believe
Just believe
Just breathe
Just believe
Another day
Just believe
Another day
Just believe
Another day
Just breathe
Another day
Just breathe
I dont believe
Another day
Another day

It's so catchy ......and i still want to listen to it over and over again

untitled

2011-01-17T20:53:00.005+08:00

Sorry i can't be the one you want
Sorry i just want to be me

It's tough
Everything is tough
it's seem like year in a day
Sometime i just feel like screaming
but i feel like no one would listen to me

Sometime i just want to remain silence
'Cause i know i dun think anyone would listen
To mine complain
i know there's people out there that
Much worse than mine situation

I always tell myself
this is life
tough as it is
But those words
sound so old to me

What's life
Life isn't underated
life isn't what we think it is
maybe one day one day
we will find out

I wish i have the strength to start over again

WEll compare me to Thomas Edison that fail more than thousand time , it's not really that big deal anyway

星空（星星在天空？）

2011-01-17T15:19:00.006+08:00

前几天翻了《星空》很感动，可能有些人看了不怎么样可是我觉得看到几米模仿凡谷的Stary Stary night 的星星。看了让我想再一次提笔拟模他的画，让我想起那首开头唱着 STary STary night , paint you palette blue and grey ..... 以前在学院fine art room 上课时有听过不过那时还没爱上那首歌，到了在有机店做工几乎每天都听。慢慢地喜欢上它的调调，在明白它的歌词后才知道它在唱着Vincent Van gogh 的名画，不过歌名叫《Vincent》

Starry, starry night
繁星点点的夜晚
Paint your palette blue and gray
为你的调色盘涂上灰与蓝
Look out on the summer’s day
你在那夏日向外远眺
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
用你那双能洞悉我灵魂的双眼
Shadows on the hills
山丘上的阴影
Sketch the trees and the daffodils
描绘出树木与水仙的轮廓
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
捕捉微风与冬日的冷洌
In colors on the snowy linen land
以色彩呈现在雪白的画布上

Now I understand what you tried to say to me
如今我才明白你想对我说的是什么
How you suffered for your sanity
为自你己的清醒承受了多少的痛苦
How you tried to set them free
你多么努力的想让它们得到解脱
They would not listen
但是人们却拒绝理会
They did not know how
那时他们不知道该如何倾听
Perhaps they’ll listen now
或许他们现在会愿意听

Starry, starry night
繁星点点的夜晚
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
火红的花朵明艳耀眼
Swirling clouds in violet haze
卷云在紫色的薄霭里飘浮
Reflect in Vincent’s eyes of china blue 映照在文森特湛蓝的瞳孔中
Colors changing hue
色彩变化万千
Morning fields of amber grain
清晨里琥珀色的田野
Weathered faces lined in pain
满布风霜的脸孔刻画着痛苦
Are soothed beneath the artist’s loving hand 在艺术家充满爱的画笔下得到了抚慰

Now I understand what you tried to say to me
如今我才明白你想对我说的是什么
How you suffered for your sanity
你为自己的清醒承受了多少的痛苦
How you tried to set them free

你多么努力的想让它们得到解脱
They would not listen
但是人们却拒绝理会
They did not know how

那时他们不知道该如何倾听
Perhaps they’ll listen now
或许他们现在会愿意听

For they could not love you
因为他们当时无法爱你
But still your love was true
可是你的爱却依然真实
And when no hope was left in sight
而当你眼中见不到任何的希望
On that starry, starry night
在那个繁星点点的夜晚
You took your life as lovers often do
你像许多绝望的恋人般结束了自己的生命
But I could have told you, Vincent
我多么希望能有机会告诉你，文森特
This world was never meant for one
这个世界根本配不上
As beautiful as you
像你如此美好的一个人

Starry, starry night

繁星点点的夜晚
Portraits hung in empty halls
空旷的大厅里挂这一幅幅画像
Frameless heads on nameless walls
无框的脸孔倚靠在无名的壁上
With eyes that watch the world and can’t forget 有着注视人世而无法忘怀的眼睛
Like the strangers that you’ve met
就像你曾见过的陌生人
The ragged men in ragged clothes
那些衣着褴褛，境遇堪怜的人
The silver thorn of bloody rose
就像血红玫瑰上的银刺
Lie crush and broken on the virgin snow

饱受蹂躏之后静静躺在刚飘落的雪地上

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me
如今我想我已明白你想对我说的是什么
How you suffered for your sanity
你为自己的清醒承受了多少的苦痛
How you tried to set them free
你多么努力的想让它们得到解脱
They would not listen

但是人们却拒绝理会
They’re not listening still

他们依然没有在倾听
Perhaps they never will
或许他们永远也不会理解

fail...

2011-01-14T22:31:00.003+08:00

最快失掉的一份工作,可能打算找老师的工算了!朝九晚五的工....老师!老师! 不懂如何跟老的解释咯...肯定碎碎念...显!总是要我做那么闷的工,想不到做最久的工竟然是有机店,它们算是"大"公司了吧! 儿童美术老师???? 为什么都是很远的? 我还是不会驾车.

明天出去散散心.....最好不要购物中心了!

离岛 ( 人群疏远症状?)

2011-01-13T00:44:00.003+08:00

離島

詞/曲：施人誠/林一峰
編曲：盧家宏
製作人：王治平

我覺得這樣的距離很好
就隔著一片海互不打擾
我是一座離島人海邊的離島
世界和我禮貌微笑

不擔心我這島居民太少
人口的密度就這樣剛好
我是座小小島裝不下大煩惱
觀光客們下回請早

怎麼會這樣我也不知道
謝謝誰為我祈禱可是我並不困擾
誰能夠決定誰怎樣最好
我疏離得很舒服不想治療

這種距離對大家都好
就隔著一片海互相遠眺
我是一座離島人海邊的離島
世界和我都不無聊

怎麼會這樣我也不知道
謝謝誰為我祈禱可是我並不困擾
不擔心我這島居民太少
來過的朋友們都住下了
我是座小小島容易滿足的小島
懂的人懂得就好
我是座小小島心滿意足的小島
我愛的人愛我就好

感觉上我是很喜欢疏远人群...虽然我是天秤座可是有时候很讨厌热闹,有时想在人少的地方出现,拜六礼拜不想出门, 觉得我很另类,你说我另类是一种称赞,这代表我很特别,我是独一无二的...我虽然单纯可是我在某方面不单纯哦! 不容易被男生骗是一种优点吗?

W.O.R.K

2011-01-10T11:09:00.005+08:00

So i have been working for 4 day , but the hardest part haven't come yet , i need to know all the item price , agak-agak the price if customer ask. Cuz i have experience in retail even been scold by customer before so i guess it won't be a big problem . the hardest part would be counting the whole design price like wedding card what size , how many and then adding what type of ribbon will be how much . Mostly my work will be using INdesign for layout , taht would be for desktop calender , wall calender , photo book layout and etc , etc ,etc .

Saturday Morning work til at nite , i should bring some book to read , i should save my money to buy my own laptop incase , i dun like to use PC coz so heavy , if i have laptop i can online with WIFI and i can lock up my freaking room be in my own world . If i'm free , maybe finish my own creation of design that is for fun . Why fine art punya course din included INdesign and flash class , huh ? i like to arrange layout as u can see in book and magazine but need to be freaking quick and good at art sense of course and also common sense . I need to change my freaking lousy sony ericsson walkman phone , feel like sony ERicsson Hp design not really nice . LG hp design not bad , some Nokia is not bad , Maybe i consider SONY ERICSSON ZYLO ( W20) if Yendo the walkman touch screen phone release .....but i think that type of handphone usually very expensive ....!!!! ARghhhhh*groaning* I wish i have more RM2000 of saving so that i can purchase laptop . if i'm lucky and win 1st prize and get laptop but it won't be that easy .....

I need to updated my wardrobe as well , a lil girlie clothes in case if have a wedding dinner deco / party deco , but smart casual way . I need more common sense , coz i can sense that i need to be a lil smart and faster catch thing up , the usual printing shop a bit stressful and i hate my previous collegue who look like show off that she catch up quickly in 2 week time , which make me really nervous ,maybe i'm not fast enough that why they dun let me to look after the shop alone but my present boss just leave me alone to look after , maybe her way of trainning is different , but if in that printing shop , if i dunno dun help ...so sickening , i want to help also cannot , have to know how to do label sticker etc etc . maybe different type of service . Maybe i dun have to serve those customer who need to photostate document or anything but i need to learn how to be fast and sufficient , have a lil common sense . Hopefully i can tahan about 6 month and i already really good at certain thing .

Kerli - Army of Love

2011-01-05T10:27:00.006+08:00

http://iamamoonchild.net/

Some ppl will compare her to Lady gaga , but she come out before Lady Gaga , she have a hit single " Walking on Air" , i know her through Avril fan site when someone point out she have a pink streak on her hair in one photoshoot and similar to Avril , but her hair look more bright light blonde and pink and look more gothic to me , well she is european . She is more beautiful than lady gaga even without make up she look quite pretty too , i quite excited for her new album too , maybe download ( -__-')

I heard in one interview when she was done " Tea Party " and " strange " for Alice in Wonderland Soundtrack , she said that her style inspiration come from Graphic Design , Some ppl think her song and style are creepy ...but i heart it ! I think she 's not that annoying like Lady Gaga .

her complete Bio
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kerli

Yoshitomo Nara

2011-01-04T18:58:00.003+08:00

I think his 's work is interesting , since his work mostly are rebelious little girl painting and some installation art and also scuplture ....It's sort of really inspiring ! it's pop art , i would say most of the public would love his work ! i like his installation art " A TO Z " it 's look kind of fun and i wish someday i can join my ex-collegemate to exhibit this kind of artwork , making our own room for drawing or make a conceptional installation artwork ! i remember a few year ago when i was in my 3rd year , my lecturer show us his documentary and how his work inspired one lil girl to become an artist .

WEll .. i was thinking maybe while i was a designer on day , i can have my side project on night or other time when i was free , i like to be creative just like when i was in college day . Although i would love to further study for bachelor degree ...i hate the process of apply a degree course so i was thinking umm maybe side project , something poppy and common but it's very me , when u look at it , it'll scream Joanna-ish !

Lecturer Kiw chiew used to show us this docomentary with an actress as a background narrator , it's really do inspiring

Tron : Legacy

2011-01-03T17:14:00.004+08:00

我觉得视觉还不错,故事很平凡无奇, 故事开始的时候,Kelvin Flinn一天晚上跟他儿子聊起他创造的游戏，可见他儿子很乐意也对他所创立的游戏世界具有好奇心。父亲就从那天开始失踪，过了十多年后,儿子Sam 自己闯入他父亲所创立的游戏世界，刚开始以为那个人是他父亲，原来是他创造出来跟他年轻的样子相似，名叫CLU ，他一手毁灭父亲所发现的特别种族ISO ,那一次同时也是CLU的叛变。

我觉得很神奇的地方是；既然很少亲密的情节,没有床戏。互动较多应该是两父子之间的情节吧！我觉得未来感的Style很好看！不过还不够AVATAR 那般轰动…还不算是去年的AVATAR 。如果单纯地欣赏视觉的话,其实还不错，可是故事方面有待加强，最后他父亲为了救儿子而牺牲自己有感动到了。很欣赏那个白色荧光，一支棒变成车也不错…很方便的感觉，可惜多数场面都是斗争比较多，没有冷场。

其实觉得没有什么大不了...好像前年的阿凡达那样,原来要自己看了过后一直说好看!!!!!!!!!! 我觉得男主角顶帅的! 有两位女的样子很正....可是我去看她们的访问简直跟现实的她们反差很大....

今年的年度大片会是怎样的呢? 希望不要有什么他们总是喜欢什么什么片第二这样

P/s: 原以为今天开工原来没那么快…老板果然忙到忘记了我!原来过后还有很多事情安排所以没那么快安排我开工，可能以后会做早班了，原来是怕我女生晚上一个人走会很危险，是老板女良（找不到女字旁的良）过后只好去看这部戏咯！顶不错的!

听说Disney 公司会开拍类似 " 幕光之城" 的电影,它是类似可是故事是讲述堕落天使与人类的悲哀爱情故事 , " Fallen " , " Torment " , " Passion" " Rapture " 好像有意打造成另一个Twilight 风潮 , 我觉得第二本读到女主角因为每一世被男主角吻了过后会死去,她必须在每17年与他相遇再相爱过后死去...伦回一千世-___- 是我都会顶不顺....受不了!

My favourite Singer new single

2011-01-01T23:14:00.005+08:00

" WHAT THE HELL "

You say that I'm messing with your head (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
All 'cause I was making out with your friends (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much time (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my live I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell.
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about.
If you love me, if you hate me
You can save me, baby, baby
All my live I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell.

What... what... what... What the hell?

So what if I go out on a million dates (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I rather rage than sit around and wait all day (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't get me wrong. I just need some time to play (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my live I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell.
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about.
If you love me, if you hate me
You can save me, baby, baby
All my live I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell.

La la la la la la la la... Woah... Woah...
La la la la la la la la... Woah... Woah...

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my live I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell. (what the hell)
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about. (I don't care about)
All my live I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell.
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about. (if you love me)
If you love me, if you hate me
You can save me, baby, baby (if you love me)
All my live I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell.

La la la la la la la la...

It's just a silly upbeat but with a lil deep meaning song ...much better than " Girlfriend " it's a much pop song on her new album , she going to release her album on Women 's day ! i <3 inspirational song , it's like taking a boy bashing song into another level ! it's fun and you don't need to take the lyric so seriously coz it's been push and ask by Avril 's label record company to write this kind of upbeat , fun HIT SINGLE which she dun really wanted to do it , it's commercial fun upbeat song that u would play in some party .

WEll Rolling Stone rate the song as 3 1/2 star ...it's not bad but not that great but it's the most catchy song on her album

Avril Lavigne
"What the Hell"
By Jody Rosen
December 29, 2010

Avril Lavigne is pop's presiding mean girl, sneering and snarling like a punk kewpie doll with Tourette's over some of the most sticky-sweet melodies ever to hit the Billboard charts. "What the Hell" is Avril in a nutshell: Co-written by Max Martin, it's an anthem about a good girl who goes on a crazy-bender, staying out late, swapping boys and exacting psychological revenge. She starts out defiant ("All I want is to mess around") and quickly turns vicious: "I am messing with your head/When I'm messing with you in bed." (In fairness, the dude has been pretty neglectful.) The music is easily some of Avril's catchiest yet, with piping garage-rock organs, a pogoing, do-the-frug beat and a soaring singalong chorus. It's strychnine disguised as bubblegum

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

2011-01-01T10:49:00.003+08:00

Okay I'm glad that i have good news in New year eve , i get a job before new year eve , at Tropicana city mall again but this time is in STORYBOOK as a designer , umm start all over again , i have been work in JUSTLIFE shop as sale assistant for 1 year 5 month , in a printing shop for 1 month and a half , in IKANO gift shop for 1 month and i get a rest for 3 week ! Whoa ....feel like i just strike a good timing to go interview and the lady boss in there , been mistaken as a mix , and when i tell her my surname was LIM she immediately just change channel to mandarin coz i have dark skin .
AND ........I'm EXICTED for Avril Lavigne New single " WHAT THE HELL " a upbeat song about freedom ...countdown for her new song , sneek preview

All this time i'm been good but now ..WTH ?

Music again

2010-12-28T12:32:00.001+08:00

*lyrics on the screen
the music is so soothing .....

The only thing is change myself , that's the most important thing ever to done

Sturborness ....

2010-12-24T18:36:00.002+08:00

I Always Get What I Want
lyrics:

[Bonus track]

Every now and then we all want something
Even if there's no way of gettin' it
If i stomp my feet could that make me
Be the way around it, could I get myself around it

Get me what I want
Everything I don't got
Get me what I want
Cause I'm a big shot

Don't wanna always have to be so nice
Don't wanna hear you say well thats just life
I dry out when I open my mouth
I make my way around it, I always make my way around it

Get me what I want
Everything I don't got
Get me what I want
Cause I'm a big shot

So give me what I want
I always get what I want
You don't want to see me when
I don't get what I want
Thats not what you want

I'm not about to take no for an answer
no
If I tell you I cant I'm still gonna go
I did it all by myself
I found my way around it

Get me what I want
Everything I don't got
Get me what I want
Cause I'm a big shot
So give me what I want
I always get what I want
Don't want to see me when
I don't get what I want
Thats not what you want

It's not to lovely
It could start to get ugly
It really bugs me
If I don't get my way

Get me what I want
Everything I don't got
Get me what I want
Cause I'm a big shot
So give me what I want
I always get what I want
Don't want to see me when
I don't get what I want
Thats not what you want

I know what i want ( BIG SHOUT FOR " ARTTTTTSSSSSSSS" ) i always wanted to be an artist ...since i can't be maybe i will be in a different way , call me sturborn but this is what i always want ....i dun want to be married to rich guy and doesn't have to do anything ....i want to do anything .....i jsut hate it when my parent say all kind of thing i don't really want to hear rite now ....c'mon ......All this time i have been good but what ? ....WHAT THE HELL ? guess i am sturborn .... I dun want business management , i dun want to be stewartess (or whatever it spell ) I dun want to work in retail ...i wanted to be artist but HOW ????????? DTP on my mind well that's my 1st option , i dun mind to be a designer ...just not experience and skill....so much for wanted to be an artist

Life is overrated .....

2010-12-21T00:17:00.006+08:00

Life?!
詞：宇珩管啟源曲：宇珩導演：Bryant Liew@Mo Budget

醒來又是另外一個早晨
今天又有甚麼故事發生
告訴你星座全都不准

走在街上盡是渺小的人
穿梭鋼骨叢林的汽笛聲
為了生存所有生物都認真
努力站穩好好呼吸著不管快不快樂
夢的犧牲和現實鬥爭
是與非太煩人每天都在發生

Though life is overrated
You gotta work your way out to make it
最好的最壞的現在的未來的
我選擇同時也被選擇

Life is overrated
穿上我倔強的保護色
管他甚麼無聊規則
今天起我就要活出自己的風格

生活是一場無止盡的等
有人說重要的只是過程
這些廢話能夠安慰甚麼人
失去天真浪費了青春還得不到結論

太多競爭太多的疑問
沉淪或是上升每天都在發生

咖啡馆 | 以物易物

2010-12-13T17:30:00.003+08:00

《第36个故事》

看了过后真希望这里有类似的咖啡馆,可以用故事、歌声等来交换物体。朵儿梦想有个咖啡馆，也希望可以自己去旅行，当然最后两姐妹如愿以偿，一个可以去旅行环游世界,蔷儿可以有自己的一部车。可惜，朵儿刚刚走了,可是那位要用35香皂换取东西的副机师群青回来帮忙朵儿管理咖啡馆。很不错的一部戏,我也希望我的梦想如愿以偿....

片名《Taipei Exchanges》，第三十六个故事是它的译名。2010年五月在台湾上映的新片，由萧雅全导演，桂纶镁等主演。这是一个关于都市人内心情感的故事，交流寻找发现解读升华自己和他人的情感。第36个故事讲的其实是一个很简单的故事，关于梦想，关于心中的价值。

故事情节:

桂纶镁饰演一位喜欢咖啡与甜点而想自己开咖啡店的女孩「朵儿」，近来因演出机车广告而走红的林辰唏则饰演妹妹「蔷儿」，这对姊妹一起经营的「朵儿咖啡」，因一场意外的发生，使她们开始进行起「以物易物」的活动。咖啡店里来来往往的客人，包括由张翰饰演的「群青」，为咖啡店带来了许多故事。　　浓密的行道树拥抱着安静的街道，路旁的“朵儿咖啡馆”亮起温暖的灯光，咖啡馆的主人是一对年轻的姊妹－朵儿和蔷儿。因为喜欢咖啡和甜点，朵儿利用工作积蓄下来的存款以及家人的资助，和妹妹蔷儿打造了一间风格别具的“朵儿咖啡馆”。在她想像的蓝图中，她自己就是这间咖啡馆的招牌，就像同心圆一样，她的好朋友会带来另外一群好朋友捧场，她的人缘也将转化为店里一波又一波的人气。　　果然，开幕当天来了好多的朋友，带来好多有趣的贺礼，朵儿高兴极了，说要让这家店长长久久经营下去。言犹在耳，开店之后的营运状况却让人大失所望，连续几天客人稀落，空荡的店面对照着满仓库的贺礼更显冷清，朵儿的好人缘反倒成了仓储的负担。

　出师不利的朵儿和蔷儿，在一次偶然的对话中，开启一场“以物易物”的活动，在这间咖啡馆里，唯一能用金钱买到的只有咖啡，客人如果想要拥有其他东西，就必须拿出等价的物品和主人交换。因此，客人可以用无敌铁金刚公仔换到一张老相片、可以用清水沟换到店内的泰文食谱，不谈客观的金额，只在意彼此对价值的共识。“朵儿咖啡馆”于是不再仅是一般的咖啡馆，反而更像一处串联城市情绪的集散地。　　这样的想法竟意外吸引了越来越多的客人，其中包括一位带来了35个城市故事的副机师群青。这些交换的过程，不停地让朵儿和蔷儿重新衡量自己的判断标准，最后甚至改变了彼此的价值观，让两人决定出发去寻找第36 个故事，实践真正属于自己的目标。

Calm

2010-12-13T16:57:00.003+08:00

I can't believe since i leave that freaking company , i am so calm and laidback now , i don't want to worried that much , i think i don't want to work for the sake of working , i need to clear my mind up , i have been really lazy since i work there .....no much passion about what i always passioned in .

I can't believe i have been abandoned this blog for so long ....no mood in update my own blog , it's quite messy and i am too lazy to arrange my blog , just let it be the way it is . Just trying to figure out which i belong to , i don't want to get to nervous , should i go back to study ? should i study illustration ? which uni i should study then ? which kind of work i should search 1st ?

2010-10-13T00:06:00.002+08:00

喜欢这首歌,喜欢其中的歌词

还是原来那个我不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容
不算什么爱错就爱错
早点认错早一点解脱
我寂寞寂寞就好这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉
还是原来那个你是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么什么都没有
早点看破才看的见以后
我寂寞寂寞就好这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的我总会把你戒掉

WHAT THE FUDGE !!!!!

2010-10-12T23:10:00.003+08:00

Haiz .....so this is really really really a real world and the reality , and feel like want to go home fast ......feel like idiot all the time , really i wonder why dun they teach me everything , u know ....some basic stuff then let me try la ~ .....because big big senior tell u to do thing , and then u give me preasure , make me feel stress as well because i dun do well ...because i dun do well , and then u give me stress all over ....CEPAT ...cepat sikit ....sudah lambat lah ...harus cepat sikit ...( aiyoh ...i also know want to cepat ....u tot i dun want to be fast , but i feel like idiot la ...coz i still freaking learning ...!!! ) The more i scared , the more mistake i make , but i cannot make many mistake because i will cause them rugi money .....because i scared will rugi money that why i scared .....bad cycle , man ! all the bad energy coming around ....coz of my moody collegue , feel like i can't relax .....i should told them ....!!!! I started to hate this job la ~ much worse than my previous job , at least previous job i kena marah by customer and my collegue is really nice to me even though i did some mistake .....

And , i dun need to worried if i done any mistake or have done much rugi money ....i feel like wanted to use many fore language to express my frustration ....*SIGH* when i 1st working in Justlife , i feel quite okay , i dun feel like fed up only after 6 month later ...just unlike now , i feel like in my own hell , working in there , i dunno anything and i feel they should at least teach me then only decide to just let me jaga the shop alone , label sticker ...i dunno , stamp ....still practice the freaking aI skill and formula , Namecard still practice , still learning ...still learning ....i feel like ...............................wtf

Frustrarted 2

2010-09-18T22:48:00.003+08:00

OMG ....I wish i am a fast learner , i can remember all the step in the printing shop, what to press , what 's not to press , namecard , My Illustrator skill suck ! I have to learn all over again plus have to copy a same exact design if Some Customer request a exact design but change some info and reprint their namecard again or business card . Much presure , YES ! SO MUCH Frustrated , My manager keep wanting me to practice , know all the illustrator skill , know how to use the ink-jet printer , i have to keep using it and keep practicing the illustrator , so i have to be really fast to know all those stuff ....wow ....if ppl want to print some A4, A3 size artwork ...i have to know how to adjust it ......What the fudge ! My Brain going to explode.....Fudge !!!!!

Arghhh.......I need to take more Soy lecithin , man !!!! to boost up my brain memory , easily remember what i learn today ......I think i need to install A.I CS3 to practice some skill so that i am faster , i have to know how to use those lamination machine , binding machine , namecard cutter machine , YES ....most of all the DAMN Printer itself ......

new thing to frustrated

2010-09-15T21:54:00.003+08:00

I have resign from my previous job , and yeah...another new job i am starting now , but it's so frustrating when i dun really do well in this 1st 2 day in my new job . i think after i pick up all those thing , i will be really bored for these job , design name card according to customer request , stamp upon request , label sticker upon request too , yeah...mostly are customer service , and i have to count my own comission , i hate counting , my math suck ! I think my manager are being strict to me , at least i think so , but she being really layback to those , consider my senior i guess ....*sigh* feel like familar with one ex-collegue , remind me how she used to be so " unfriendly" because i am so damn stupid , i wish i can do it and really familiar with it , i feel so frustrated and stressed now .....hopefully i can reverse the stressed into desserted

New Job

2010-09-09T00:24:00.003+08:00

I will start as a DTP artist in printing company but honestly i dunno what to expect as i guess if i will done a good job in that company , will i get bored after 6 month , after 1 year ....Will i complain how i hate this job , boring and dull ? when i already have this job i see another vacancy like designer on same mall in upper floor ....is this fate ? Well at least i hope i get happy when i 1st started on my 1st day hope dun get surprise that 'll be some worse customer i will be meet soon ....At least better that working in organic shop which i suck and lack of info in science or nutrition knowledge , maybe i not really good at science , coz it's not my thing . ART was my thing , either design or painting or even drawing , even though i not really a pro . At least my heart was happy , really happy ....YAY !

VAmp TV series ( True Blood)

2010-09-05T22:56:00.005+08:00

I just brought a DVD , tv series called " true Blood " , i have no idea why it's call like since the original book title was something like southern vampire mystery something like that , in Louisana U.S . i found it not bad just too rough for my taste and it's really have most intimate(LOL, i mean sex ) scene ever , without that it's just nah...it's like have some mature content that not suitable for under 18 yrs old , and i feel so weird watching it like i was still teenager or something , like watching porn and feeling guilty about it . well , those who hate sparkle Vamp would definetly like this , coz this is the vamp they or i mean should be appear as a Vamp , not Stephenie Meyers 's Vamp , or vegetarian Vamp . lighter Vamp series would be Vampire Diaries , not much intimate scene , only some kissing scene , much better , much better looking than Twilight movie actor and actress , way more better acting than them .

But c'mon Twilight saga was like classic literture of Romeo and Juliet , Pride and Prejudice with VAmpire and shafeshifter theme , mostly love story like Romeo and Juliet as the main theme is Forbidden love but with good ending which maybe cheesy to some of you . honestly i dun really into True Blood so much and just curious what's the story line , i feel like i more into lighter like The Vampire Diaries , but still really different than twilight . As i really not a Vampire Fan just that this forbidden love story make me really hook up to it , and Stephenie Meyers's Sci-fi ( i guess so ) is the her best work , and will be make into big screen soon , i like the story line . So i just have to get over the fact that they diss Twilight so much , and those who like True blood mostly not a fan of twilight . But if Twilight Saga is much more dramatic , maybe it won't be bash by so many ppl ,it have good story line and plot , yeah ... i wish SM would write make them have fang but a good Vamp and less sparkly ...but everthing have both side , someone will like it and someone will dislike it ( as hate is a strong word ) so ....yea !

okay , i think it's sort of a review , true blood not bad , it's the typical Vamp you guys think and thought about in the past few decade , mostly that you all watch in Vamp movie ....i dunno much about vamp movie and series ,maybe t.v series like buffy and Angel ....i heard buffy 's name but din really watch it . so now it's like the trend and it 's back now ....i never though Twilight would be so famous , it's the trailer that make me want to know the storyline in the book , make me want to read them and get dissapointed in the end after finish watching it , i have wishful hope it can be a TV series in the future with better looking actor and actress ( opps , sorry Robpatz ) and make it more watchable and yess ....make more sense how and why bella fall in love with Edward , and better scriptwriter if this will be happening soon after the movie have end in year 2012 ....

( i cannot believe i just posted a entry for so many word :O )

Ummm

2010-08-18T00:04:00.003+08:00

I guess i dunno what to write rite now ....everything was blank but well it's good thing i think . I gonna start reading and forget all those emo thought i have a few month ago ...life isn't that bitter or worse , it's good !

同恩 - 做自己 [KTV] ktv.playinmel.com

2010-08-06T23:45:00.001+08:00

Changes

2010-07-26T17:42:00.003+08:00

I think i write that on my msn message ...would u want to live a life really wonderful even if it's not that organised or a organised life but really boring as hell life ...of course i choose the 1st one , so leaving this freaking company is my last option and totally going to do it soon . next week handing the resign letter soon so ...i am excited to finally say " YESSSSS......i resign already " or in another way or in a casual way ...ya i already didn't work there a few month ago ...Cool :P

I really looking forward to the changes i wanted , i am so envious about my fellow ex-coursemate , some of them have their dream , some of them find someone special ....as i ...*sigh* I didn't found someone yet , even though i thought i was him but nope ...i wish when i meet and found that someone , it's should be a confirm feeling and really sure it should be him

Changes ....this is what i want

Nothing

2010-07-17T23:25:00.004+08:00

When your fire(passion) has turn to ashes ( dream broken) ....i can't believe i can related to this line just one freaking line .....

I wish i can be just like my senior or junior , they 're like damn freaking talented , i was just nothing , i don't really brag it , i not really good at everything honestly , i wish i just quit this freaking job ...end of story !

Today should just relax and well just relax , it's really really hard to have a rest day on saturday and sunday ...this is freaking awesome ....after working and my fren cancel the plan to shopping , well i jsut sit at home and relax ...i already pick the decision to quit without thinking how much i will miss this place , i mean my recent working place , i wish i can do something part-time job like design something and get money rite away ...while i have some job as a teacher , it would be awesome if i can rest on sunday , in a nice company without any painful experience going on ....stupid product training , they don't know how much i hate it so much , okay , i will not suffer from this job no longer ....

Deep thought

2010-07-07T01:08:00.003+08:00

SInce when i have deep thought ? since when ? i wish i can leave that freaking company rite now , when can i live the life i want ? and be the one i wanted to be ? why everything seem to be falling apart ? Sometime when i was down i just listen to soothing music , Metric 's msuic is awesome , i only know them through twilight soundtrack , they 're fine , and i think twilight saga is fine , i dun get it , what's wrong with twilight , if they dun like it they dun need to read the freaking series and the movie , it's just as simple as that ...

I hope it's not too late to realise that after all this while , i have been living a lies ....lot of lies ...i only listen to what i wanted to listen to , but i just too sturborn to listen to hash word , all those cold and mean word they say , i wish i can find a way to become what i always wanted to be , all those love thing i just not really good at it , i wish someday the real " 21st" was that i can drive , i can manage my own thing , anything and almost everything i can capable of , i will be proud of myself and my parent would be really proud of me , i feel like a child now , being overprotected by them , i feel ashamed sometime but i don't know how to show it , even if i show it , they dun really understand and i always show it in a wrong way , i once remember that i want to be independence and i want to show it to my mom that i can take care of myself , but i only want to be strong and independence but in a wrong way ...i dunno how long they will let me be , i mean set me " free" of my cage , my own freaking cage ...

teacher , i freaking desperate wanted that job so bad , i dun like the recent company i am working , it's didn't worth a minute working there , the way they manage thing , the way they " treat" us ...the staff ,some of them may not realise it , how i dislike to be working in there .....i wish once i receive my fren call , i can working in the workshop and be happy , i 'm sure i will be happy i dun freaking care how far is it , as long as i get out of there ...okay ...blogging seem to be a theraphy to me , i hope i can master piano and sing by the same time

2010-07-05T00:34:00.002+08:00

When your fire has turned to ashes

You're screaming, your heart is bleeding
When you're feeling, like there's no reason

I won't let you go
No I, I won't let you go

When you're all alone and it's cold and there's no one to hold
When you're feeling lost and there's no where, there's no where to go
When you're feeling sad don't forget you can reach for my hand
When you're feeling down just remember

the Queen is back SOON ! ....this is rumour Avril new single ....ARGHHHHH! so excited ! ...i think i can sing it on karaoke someday ....i think i can really related to this song ...XD

Piano solo: Sixth Station - Spirited Away soundtrack

2010-07-02T00:18:00.002+08:00

Emo-ing listen to this song so that i can cry as hard as i can

有意思

2010-06-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆
　　
　　有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。
　　
　　有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。
　　
　　有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。
　　
　　有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
　　
　　有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。
　　
　　有时候，希望时间为自己停下，做完己还没来得及做的事情。
　　
　　有时候，想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
　　
　　有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。
　　
　　有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。
　　
　　有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。
　　
　　有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。
　　
　　有时候，觉得自己拥有着整个世界，一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。
　　
　　真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。
　　
　　有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。
　　
　　有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢的无影无踪。
　　
　　有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。
　　
　　有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。
　　
　　有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。
　　
　　有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。
　　
　　有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。
　　
　　有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。
　　
　　有时候，被别人伤害，嘴上讲没事，其实心里难过的要死。
　　
　　有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。
　　
　　有时候，很容易感动别人的关怀，有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。
　　
　　有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，任凭叹息，自己却无能为力。
　　
　　其实，有时候，真的会想这么多。　　
　　跟朋友装沉默，跟陌生人讲心里话。对于在乎你的，不想让Ta们担心，有时候，没有消息就是一种好消息。其实，很想说“我很好”，或许是昧着心说谎，也只是想把最灿烂的一面，放在每个人对自己印象的首页。
　　
　　丢了的自己，要记得捡回来……

DASEIN 001 - 人作为存在者

上回一轮嘴的说了存在与存在者在海德格尔眼里的差别。

这回就谈谈什么是DASEIN
（熊伟译为“亲在”，陈嘉映译为“此在”
张祥龙译为“缘在”，阿苏译为“达尔尚” =.=|||）
（很多人把DASEIN读错，现在把这词的读音附上。
DASEIN读作 "da-sai" 或者中文发音“打赛”）

DASEIN是德文，以现代一般应用而言是一个字，意思是生存、存在，
但是在海德格尔这里就被视为由两个部分，DA和SEIN所组成。
Sein这个字很简单，为“存在、是、有”的意思；
Da就比较复杂一些，可以是“这里”（此）、“那里”（彼）、
“那时”、“这时”、“那就”、“因为”……等等，
不过就海德格尔的意思，DASEIN为“在这里存在着”。

为何他会使用这一个概念呢？

话说他批判了传统的形而上学，认为哲学家们一路来搞错了研究对象，
把“存在者”误以为“存在”本身。
所以要破解“存在”的意義，必須從一種特殊的存在者著手。
這种存在者是“為存在本身而存在”，而不是为成為什麼東西而存在。
作為“存在”問題的發問者，“人”便具有這樣的特性。
理由很简单，一张椅子一只猫是不会质疑自己的存在的，
是不会像人一样追问存在的意义。
海德格尔因此賦予“人”一個特定的名稱，叫做“Dasein”，意思就是說：
『在这里我存在着』，人必須不斷地親臨“存在”。

在《存在與時間》的序言中，海德格尔这样寫道：
「這個Dasein不僅僅是與其他存在者（Seiende）並列的一個存在者。
它的存在者身分上的特别之處在於：它在它的存在（sein）中
所牽掛和关联的就是這個存在本身。」

人，作为特殊的存在者，不仅“存在”，也能思索并理解“存在”的意义。
所以DASEIN在本体论上有优先地位：因为“存在”不是什么既定的实体，
无法从实体的属性来理解，只有通过DASEIN的询问与探索，
“存在”的意义才能显现出来。因为我必须先“存在”，才能探索；
所以海德格尔把笛卡儿的“我思，故我在”颠倒为“我在，故我思”。

简单来说，人就是特殊的存在者，

就是紧紧联系着存在的存在者，

就是DASEIN的基础含义。

Useless bXtch ...

2010-06-26T23:56:00.004+08:00

I was send text message with him , and sometime it seem like he is saying goodbye to me , i am yet afraid of him , i don't know him much and yet so afraid of losing him , i 'm so clueless rite now , i know he never really belong to me in the beginning so maybe i should just consider him just like friend . it's so confused , dun want to be alone but dun want to be taken , i seem to be can't make up my freaking mind .

我不想听情歌，它们让我烦恼……好啦，把注意力集中在工作和自己喜欢做的事上吧……别想太多了……我应该平静下来想想

P/s : 真是傻瓜.............好讨厌他搞暧昧!!!!!!!!!!!(27/12/2010)

Think ....

2010-06-09T23:44:00.004+08:00

I just realise i change a lot , my hair , my appearance ....( err ...not much !!! ) , my though , my mind , knowledge range ....Thinking this and that , i have been think deeply about my future , what kind of future i have ....it's turn out to be a blank paper ....i 'm idealess compare to my recent collegue , i dun think i am creative enough though , i wish i am but i am not ....how upset i am .

I wish i have much money in my saving account but i don't , sadly i have been spending too much money or the thing of the price is increasing , but my salary didn't increase ...*sigh* if i want to work in printing shop i need to deal with people , THE CUSTOMER ....communicate with them that is ...well , i wish i can , i need to use that " THe law of Abstraction " thingy to abstract good thing happen to me , i need some good thing to happen to me right now , i need more money , i need courage , i need confidence , i need to believe in myself that i can do it .....this is the positive power , so i want good thing happen ! I want good thing to be happening now !

Sigh

2010-06-02T22:18:00.003+08:00

I meet a friend of mine today , and she is a ex - college class mate of mine too . She 's sound just like my grandma and mom , a bit nagging state that this and that ....*sigh* i prefer my collegue now that i really close to .....

I learned that the most important thing i should do now is PRACTICE my FREAKING DRIVING SKILL ....ARGHHHHHHH ! now have new rule some more , after P license 2 year later have to take test and then offcially become a official driving license ....HUH ? I feel so frustrated now , she advise me to take a big step to practice driving ....i feel so helpless now , the only thing that bother me is my lacking driving skill ....DAMN ! ( Can't help it ...SORRY )

I should post my doodle ...just wondering , everything just goes back to begninning .....I have to change job ...teacher or Graphic DEsigner ? I dun ahve any knowledge in INDESIGN just saying so ....i'm not that great yet ...but Fine ARt graduate can do illustration and graphic design job if i want , but no confidence ....lack of confidence , lacking skill ...but i have to go through ...i dun want those but blocking me ...no no no no way !

Blank !

2010-06-01T12:58:00.003+08:00

My love life is a blank paper ....my experience is a blank too , i wish i can get involved in something art related , i dun mind dancing in front of the crowd , i dun mind being in a play or drama , i dun mind singing out loud what i think as long as i doing something related to art , coz my art skill is not good , i need practice , as i know practice make perfect , no i shouldn't delay my stay on there ....i want to quit , but i will return as a customer and i wish i can be in a pulishing company working , i wish i know how to design a book cover or maybe album cover for music album as i really like to read book and listen to music , good music , music , literture , movie , dance whatever art related or some thought inspired me totally ...so ...after that should i be an art teacher teaching those devil or sometime angel kids ? I don't know .....Should i study ? i Wish ....i wish i have in mind what i should study ? degree course or master course .... degree and i wish installation art ...maybe ....!!!

新作……

2010-05-26T19:05:00.003+08:00

画爽的作品…………画了过后就觉得……然后呢…………我决定当老师一年多吧！这幅画还没有完全完成的，没有钱了，很烦……继续读书还是做工呢？

P/s : Already apply pelaka paint to scrap the whole painting ....i am not sactified with it

有一天……

2010-05-20T10:28:00.003+08:00

不懂为什么会有这个想法……有一天我离开那里，我很想去到很远很远的地方流浪，虽然我知道很难，跟朋友一起去流浪也不错，很讨厌工作的生活，很讨厌这种压韵的生活，什么都不能照着我的意思作，而要照着你们的意思去做的工作并不适合我，我喜欢自由，我喜欢走走流浪的感觉，我喜欢悠闲的感觉，就好像那时跟同学去访问马六甲的艺术家，没有压力的生活，他们发出的气质就是：“真、善、美”没有所谓的假，他们的画作可以看得出他们的真，他们对世界的观察力，他们的观点可以在作品上看到，他们对美的追求，我不想呆在我需要假装的地方，或者“那个地方”根本一开始就不适合我，而我勉强自己去适应那里………………

有一句话说：“走得快，好世界”……好吧！我可能会离开过后休息一个月，或者做会那里当老师，在慢慢找工，后悔当全职，应该当兼职。至少在那里都会学到一些东西，某些人让我很反感，我不会跟别人说我的部落格，除了我值得信任的人，突然有种清醒过来的感觉，我在那里做什么？我是时候走人了……不想像我的两位同学那样做艺术无关的东西，当然如果他们有另一个专长是好事，当那不是我。一直以来，我感觉到很惆怅，过后才了解到，某些事没有做，不但只是画画而已，连灵修都没有，我的零快要枯掉了……枯萎了……

P/s: *sigh* haiz ....dream and reality are two different thing ....

My New username ....New me perhaps

2010-05-13T23:33:00.003+08:00

I just change my , what i think ...stupid blog link name to AnnaWanderer , Anna which my shortform name for Joanna , Anna sound more suitable to me , and it's like Bella in TWilight prefer to be bella than Isabella , which is for me , is in that situation hope someone call me that , Anna , same meaning techincally , like Joanna is gracious gift from god , Anna is gracious so sort of same meaning , and Wanderer is a name from a Romantic Sci-fi by Stephanie Meyers that write Twilight , basically everytime when i have off day , i go wander around the place i like to go like shopping mall , art gallery etc , so that's make me Wanderer , it's actually a " name" for the " soul" in The Host anyway , her name is Wanda , but My name end with " A" so it make more sense to suit Wanderer , sound like surname to me , even my surname is LIM , chinese surname , i kind of prefer Wanderer though ....suit me , my mind always wander around , my heart always wander around , i always wander around .

So it's mean new "name " ...sort of , mean i want to have a new phrase in my life now ...started another half year this year 2010 ....i think it make me feel excited about what would happen ...

Something remind me of someone i dun really want to remember

2010-05-11T14:53:00.004+08:00

Taylor Swift - Forever & Always download at emp3

LYRICS:
Once upon a time
i believe it was a tuesday when i caught your eye
and we caught onto something
i hold onto the night
you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

were you just kidding?
cause it seems to me
this thing is breaking down we almost never speak
i don't feel welcome anymore
baby what happened, please tell me
cause one second it was perfect now you're halfway out the door

chorus
and i stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
and then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said forever and always
oh, and it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
cause i was there when you said forever and always

was i out of line?
did i say something way too honest, made you run and hide
like a scared little boy
i looked into your eyes
thought i knew you for a minute, now i'm not so sure
so here's to everything coming down to nothing
here's to silence
that cuts me to the core
where is this going?
thought i knew for a minute, but i don't anymore

chorus
and i stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
and then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said forever and always
oh, and it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
cause i was there when you said forever and always
you didn't mean it baby
i don't think so

back up, baby, back up
did you forget everything?
back up, baby, back up
did you forget everything?

cause it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
cause i was there when you said forever and always

chorus
oh i stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
and then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when we said forever and always
and it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always
didn't mean it baby
you said forever and always yeah

another song that remind me of him , someone i dun wanna know

"Think About It"
Oh.
I never wanted to runaway from you.
I felt real bad, but that was what I did.
I never wanted too,
I didn't hear from you.
And you weren't there for me,
So that was what happened.
And I'm not sorry.
Cause we were boring.
I'm not ignoring anything.(Anything.)
There's only so much
I can take,
Before
I start to doubt it.
There's only so much I can give,
You should think about it.
Yeah you should think about it.
It's time to have my fun,
There's no way it's done.
Take me with no regrets,
And that is what I'll do.
I'll never understand,where were you're coming from?
And where did you go?
You weren't there for me.
And I'm not sorry,
Cause we were boring.
I'm not ignoring anything.(Anything.)
There's only so much I can take,
Before I start to doubt it.
There's only so much I can give,
You should think about it.
There's only so much we can do,
Can we do without it?
There's only so much you can say,
Did you forget about it?
Did you forget about it?
I never wanted to runaway from you.
I felt real bad, but that was what I did.
And I'm not sorry,
Cause we were boring.
I'm not ignoring anything.(Anything.)
There's only so much I can take,
Before I start to doubt it.
There's only so much
I can give,
You should think about it.
There's only so much we can do,
Can we do without it?
There's only so much you can say,
Did you forget about it?
Did you forget about it?
I never wanted to runaway from you.
I felt real bad, but that was what I did.

Something fun :P

2010-05-08T20:11:00.004+08:00

I have play some quiz on blogthing ...
What ur name mean or something like that

You Are Level-Headed and Trustworthy
You are fair, honest, and logical.
You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem.
You are great at giving other people advice.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable.
You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious.
You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise.
You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination.
You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.
You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting.
You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are confident, self assured, and capable.
You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily.
You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it.
And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are friendly, charming, and warm.
You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat.
Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible.
But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful.
You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted.
You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people.
You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are truly an original person.
You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing.
You're a strong person.
You are a very lucky person.
Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries.
You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy.
Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

The birth order predictor

You Are Likely a First BornAt your darkest moments, you feel guilty.At work and school, you do best when you're researching.When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

-_- i'm not first born

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

You Are a ColonYou are very orderly and fact driven.You aren't concerned much with theories or dreams... only what's true or untrue.You are brilliant and incredibly learned. Anything you know is well researched.You like to make lists and sort through things step by step. You aren't subject to whim or emotions.Your friends see you as a constant source of knowledge and advice.(But they are a little sick of you being right all of the time!)You excel in: Leadership positionsYou get along best with: The Semi-Colon

Your Life's Challenge is Being Fickle

Your Life's Challenge is Being FickleThe whole world is open to you. You are a smart person with many resources and opportunities.You've lucked out a lot in life. Things always seem to go your way, and you've had many successes.You may be surprised to learn that you are standing in the way of more success by being a bit too irresponsible and flaky.If you stuck to things a bit longer, you would rule the world. You have much more in you than you even realize.

I think i being bored ....oh my !

左右为难……

2010-05-06T17:25:00.003+08:00

我到底想怎样？很烦，一时要这样，一时又那样，一直都在改变注意。生活在变，态度在改变，思想在改变，当我觉得我比不上别人时，我会自己投降……因为我不够好，我是不是对每件事情都必须这样？那么快心软……我未来想成为什么人？未来是怎样？很难预料的，我在想几时去应征那份工作……我的心不属于那里，只知道我属于某个地方我可以胜任的地方和工作，可是如果我拥有理想而我的环境是受到破坏的又有什么意义……干吗天秤座那么犹豫不决，好讨厌！

我到底适合做什么？还蛮喜欢Ps 的……该不会是Photo Retoucher ?

Clair de Lune - Debussy

2010-05-04T08:30:00.005+08:00

clair de lune - debussy , clair de lune taken from a poem " Moon light "

Debussy - Clair De Lune download at emp3

Clair De Lune
Your soul is as a moonlit landscape fair,
Peopled with maskers delicate and dim,
That play on lutes and dance and have an air
Of being sad in their fantastic trim.

The while they celebrate in minor strain
Triumphant love, effective enterprise,
They have an air of knowing all is vain,—
And through the quiet moonlight their songs rise,

The melancholy moonlight, sweet and lone,
That makes to dream the birds upon the tree,
And in their polished basins of white stone
The fountains tall to sob with ecstasy.

sigh .....

2010-05-01T23:39:00.003+08:00

It's really bother me , i deny it and i realise i really like him , and still hestitate to tell him coz i dun want to bother him coz he's just break up with his gf a few day ago ...i dunno how long but i always been thinking question like what if he just consider me as friend and din like me , what if i 'm not his type , what if ....*sigh* so i just keep quiet instead but my heart won't keep quiet , it keep telling me how in love i am with him ....i feel like telling my heart and my mind : " just freaking shut up and leave me alone , just leave me a peace of mind " well ...it's doesn't work ! i still thinking of him and miss him so so so much ....

i think i just keep quiet and keep quiet until i make up my mind about something and about him just trying to figure out if i really like him , admire him, adore him , .....Heart him ....*sigh* So many what if , and " but " my life always been stop and block by " what if " and " but " ....no but when it 's come to decision ...make up ur freaking mind ...don't hestitate

love , time , Life

2010-04-30T03:57:00.003+08:00

I just suddenly thinking that i ahve not reading bible for so long honestly ...i should be doing devotion everyday and lately i have been in a good mood so just share some scripture in bible

1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
- It's a bible verse i like and love , it's so true

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:

a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
-it's all about right timing , love it too ! :)

好烦……………………

2010-04-26T00:47:00.003+08:00

烦恼……好多……很烦……感情、钱财、未来等等……现在我是烦钱，然后是某人……我不懂我应不应该喜欢他,好讨厌这样犹豫不决的我……我会错过很多东西的……很想快点放假，我想出去玩玩……不想这些烦人的事，就做到六月尾吧……休息一个月在冲刺吧~这些够了……我应该做我超喜欢的事，拜三到拜六其间是我沉思与安静自己的时候……是时候离开了

Vincent ( Stary Stary Night)

2010-04-21T23:13:00.001+08:00

Vincent(Starry, Starry Night) – Don McLean

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I used to not really like oldie song but this song is a exception coz it's about vincent basicly ...i like the painting Stary stary night , the singer song-writer is inspired by Van gogh 's Stary stary night painting and write this song

想……一直都是想而已

2010-04-07T15:26:00.003+08:00

我想我真的很想，真的很想换工，如果我找到我要的工，我才可以离开吗？很想找一份有那种“这是我的工作”的工作，家附近的Printing Shop 要请人，我竟然还在犹豫不决要不要上去应征那份工……我老爸又叫我做多几个月，我不想干了啦~毕竟已经没有心想继续下去了，一切都只能想，不想再埋怨再沮丧下去了，我想通了，我真的想通了，很想辞职不干，让自己重新来过找回以前的热忱在来一次。

已经快要一年了，我还是觉得没有归属感的感觉，觉得自己很假，很天真咯……早知道我就作兼职六个月走人算了……真是笨……越做越吃力的感觉，没有推动力让我做下去了

希望可以好像一只鸟一样自由……Free like a bird ...I wish !

看戏……

2010-03-24T14:26:00.004+08:00

最近看的戏都算是悲剧，Robert pattinson的Remember Me 和The Lovely Bones

In the romantic drama Remember Me, Robert Pattinson plays Tyler, a rebellious young man in New York City who has a strained relationship with his father (Pierce Brosnan) ever since tragedy separated their family. Tyler didn't think anyone could possibly understand what he was going through until the day he met Ally (Emilie de Ravin) through an unusual twist of fate. Love was the last thing on his mind, but as her spirit unexpectedly heals and inspires him, he begins to fall for her. Through their love, he begins to find happiness and meaning in his life. Soon, hidden secrets are revealed, tragedy lingers in the air, as the circumstances that brought them together threaten to tear them apart. Set in the summer of 2001, Remember Me is a story about the power of love, the strength of family, and the importance of living passionately and treasuring every day of one's life.

The following synopsis appears to be of the book rather than the movie because many details are not part of the movie."The Lovely Bones" centers on a young girl who has been murdered and watches over her family and her killer from heaven. She must weigh her desire for vengeance against her desire for her family to heal. Oscar® nominee Mark Wahlberg and Oscar® winners Rachel Weisz and Susan Sarandon star along with Stanley Tucci, Michael Imperioli and Oscar® nominee Saoirse Ronan.Susie Salmon, a young girl who has been murdered, watches over her family -- and her killer -- from heaven. She must weigh her desire for vengeance against her desire for her family to heal.Based on the critically acclaimed best-selling novel by Alice Sebold, and directed by Oscar® winner Peter Jackson from a screenplay by Jackson & Fran Walsh & Philippa Boyens, The Lovely Bones centers on a young girl who has been murdered and watches over her family and her killer from heaven. She must weigh her desire for vengeance against her desire for her family to heal. Oscar® nominee Mark Wahlberg and Oscar® winners Rachel Weisz and Susan Sarandon star along with Stanley Tucci, Michael Imperioli and Oscar® nominee Saoirse Ronan.On December 6, 1973 in Norristown, Pennsylvania, a suburb of Philadelphia, Susie Salmon takes a shortcut home from school. She is approached by a neighbor, George Harvey, a man in his mid-30s who lives alone and builds dollhouses for a living. He persuades her to enter an underground den he has recently built nearby. Once she enters, he rapes her, stabs her to death, then dismembers her body. An elbow, the only part of Susie ever to be found, falls out of his bag as he returns home, disposing of the remaining parts of the body by putting them in a safe and dropping it into a sinkhole. Meanwhile, Susie's spirit flees toward her personal heaven.The Salmon family is at first reluctant to accept that Susie has been killed, but then accedes when Susie's hat and elbow are found. The police who talk to Harvey find him odd but see no reason to suspect him. Jack, Susie's father, becomes suspicious and later begins to harass the police about Harvey. Susie's sister Lindsey comes to share these suspicions. Jack, consumed with guilt over not having been able to protect his daughter, remains on extended leave from work and increasingly isolates himself at home. Buckley, the youngest child in the family of three, tries to make sense of all this as he starts school.One day late in the summer a detective named Len Fenerman comes to tell the Salmons that the police have exhausted all leads and are dropping the investigation. That night in his study, Jack looks out the window and sees a flashlight in the cornfield. Believing it to be Harvey returning to destroy evidence, he runs out to confront him with a baseball bat. It turns out to be Susie's best friend, Clarissa, and her boyfriend Brian looking for a place to make out. Brian and Jack struggle and Jack is struck with the bat. As a result he has to have knee replacement surgery. In the wake of this, his wife Abigail begins having an affair with Fenerman, who is a widower.Still suspicious, Lindsey sneaks into Harvey's house and finds a drawing of the pit, but is forced to leave when Harvey returns prematurely. Sensing danger, Harvey leaves Norristown as soon as possible and becomes a drifter. A year later the police bulldoze the cornfield and turn up a soda bottle from the night of the murder with Harvey's and Susie's fingerprints, finally making him an official suspect. However, he remains at large. That fall, a hunter in Connecticut discovers the body of another one of Harvey's victims, and one of Susie's charms nearby. In 1981, a detective in Connecticut links the charm to Susie's murder and calls Fenerman. As they uncover further evidence, the police realize that Harvey is a serial killer. At about the same time, Susie sees into Harvey's traumatic childhood, and develops a grudging pity for her killer.The following summer Abigail leaves her husband, going to her father's old cabin in New Hampshire and then moving to California, taking a job at a winery. As a result, her mother, Grandma Lynn, moves into the Salmons' home to help her son-in-law care for Buckley and Lindsey.Lindsey and her boyfriend Samuel Heckler become engaged, find an old house in the woods owned by a classmate's father, and decide to fix it up and live there. Sometime after the celebration, while arguing with his son, Jack suffers from a heart attack. The emergency prompts Abigail to return from California, but the reunion is tempered by Buckley's lingering bitterness at her for having abandoned him and his father.Meanwhile, Harvey returns to Norristown, which has become more developed. He explores his old neighborhood and notices the school is being expanded into the cornfield where he murdered Susie. He drives by the sinkhole where Susie's body rests, and where Ruth Connors and Ray Singh are standing. Ruth, an old classmate of Susie's who had felt Susie's spirit go past her after her murder, senses the women Harvey has killed and is overcome. Susie, watching from heaven, is also overwhelmed with emotion and the two girls exchange positions. Susie, her spirit now in Ruth's body, kisses Ray, who had a crush on Susie in school, and they go to the back room in Hal Heckler's (the older brother of Lindsey's boyfriend Samuel) bike shop to make love. Afterwards, Susie returns to heaven.She moves on into the larger heaven, still watching earthbound events from time to time. She sees her sister's newborn baby girl, who is named Abigail Suzanne. One day she spies Harvey getting off a Greyhound bus at a diner in New Hampshire in early spring. Behind the diner he sees a young woman and attempts to speak to her, but she rebuffs him. Susie notices some large icicles hanging from the roof, and after the woman leaves, one falls and hits Harvey on the head, knocking him into a nearby ravine and ultimately killing him.The novel ends with Susie showing us Lindsey's newborn daughter, then tracking away to a newer house where a man has finally found Susie's old charm bracelet. "This little girl's grown up by now," his wife says. "Almost. Not quite," Susie's narrative voice rejoins. "I wish you all a long and happy life."

不是很会写这类看后感，只是可能最近的情绪不是很好所以，看这类戏让我更想追求我的梦想，人生不是很长，我不想一直后悔没有走上这条路，虽然前面的“路”很狭窄可是我已决定要走这条路了……不想在犹豫不决了，请原谅我不是你们要我成为的那个人……我还是没有放弃过我的艺术梦想

unhappy

2010-03-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

i thought that we have something in common , but we still have something that not in common , for example religion , i know someone dun believe in GOD , some believe there're no god , some believe there're many gods , i believe in ONE GODS , i believe in something i always believe , i just have to admit i am a naive person , and i want to get a " shovel" dig a big hole and bury my " innocence" self just like paramore 's song " Brick by the boring brick " , throw my innocence into a hole and bury it ....i wanted to throw my innocence self away and accept this is a real world , no fairy tale existed , i wanted to ready for this cruel real world , education doesn't mean a thing , this is what someone think ....but whatever , i don't feel like care anything ....anymore , forget it , i'm on a rebelious self again but still i wanted to rebel and do what i want and stop all this struggle and prove that i don't need to work there anymore ....

writing out of topic again ....back to the topic , i can't believe i cry so hard last nite , crying my lung out coz i didn't get what i want , i still think that no one truly know me accept me and GOD ...i dun freaking care if someone dun believe in him , i tired of convince someone there're god , i sick of convince them that how good the product are ....sale are not for me ....i just wanna be what i wanna be ....that's all i ask , it's not too much to ask ....

Alice(Underground)

2010-03-15T23:15:00.003+08:00

She look awesome in that black Victorian dress and nice legging :)

Worried

2010-03-15T20:39:00.003+08:00

Many thing to be worried even love problem , some guy just confessed that he's interested in me ( it's call in love actually ) BUT i din have any interest in him , yes , he's nice to talk to but we dun have something in common , and we dun have any chemistry going on ......so i just being honest with him by sending SMS to him , and i refused to answer his call , the more he do all these kind of thing like giving those kit kat chocolate and chocolate bar thing make him seem more annoying but really .....i dun want to hurt him but if i dun like him just be honest with him instead of whatever .....so maybe i should not give him the phone number maybe i should give him the wrong phone number or my old phone number ... I KNOW WHAT I WANT , I KNOW WHAT KIND OF GUY I LIKE , he's just not my cup of tea ....JUST TOO BAD That's all ! Not offend but please dun suddenly appear in my working place without notice me earlier it's amusing ...okay ?

I don't feel like i want to talk to him about everything , different race is another thing , it's just that we don't click together or connect correctly unlike someone else , he 's mature , but that 's guy seem childish a bit ....i think guy's who noe how to drive is cute and ...well cute , ya , he 's talented , i admired his talent , maybe he 's not that handsome but i like his personality , he talk to me about almost everything even his Gf .....okay .....maybe i just stay at being a admirer ...i think next time i go to work i should go other way round if i working in noon shift , to prevent embarassing situation like meeting him or something , he make me wanna hide away from me ....this kind of thing doesn't work , doesn't he know that ?

Almost forgotten

2010-03-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

It's been so long since when did i updated my freaking blog ? i have been sound so freaking frustrating lately maybe because of my angst ....i feel like i'm a angst teenager rather than a adult ...i feel like i'm 17 or 18 ....not 21 or 22 soon to be ....What's wrong with me ? i dun feel like grown up or someone treat me like i'm not a grownup.....i actually hate that , growing up need to struggle a lot of thing , even if i'm already 21 i feel that i still trying to find a place in this world , in this real world where fairy tale dun exist and no one treat u nicely , u have to deal a lot of problem with ur own , u feel so insecure when problem strike u m u dunno the solution no one guide u , u cried out but no one lent a hand on u , u feel so helpless , u feel that no one is worth trusting , someone dislike u , they diss u because u dunno nothing , they scold u for being childish , for being rebel , for being sturborn , this is what life is , what if i dun wanna accept that this is what life is ........i'm trying to find a place that i belong to , where do i belong to ? did i forgotten something ? did i give up trying ? Did i want to continue study ?

Endless question strike me , and i dunno what's the answer , i feel like i 'm far far away from god , because i went too far away from him , i feel like i want to make all of this stop or go slowly , find a job or continue study ? when i read those newspaper those classified thing , i feel so tired and sick of it ...clerk clerk , designer ....arghhh.....frustrating , have to do those interview thingy again ....i dun think i want to be art teacher to children , i dunno , i'm not scared now i think i know what i want but not sure what i capable of ....my drawing suck , my artwork suck in my opnion .....i wish i can complete that painting one day , freelancer ...maybe

( i always forget what i wanna blog ....great ...! i feel so tired of the same routine .....)

进退两难……中

2010-02-07T00:51:00.002+08:00

做了差不多快8个月，可是我有得到什么吗？好像越做越不对劲，越做越不顺心，跟经理长篇大论了很久，可是我无法认同她说的，我的承认我很天真就这样做了8个多月，但是到了5个月、6个月的时候开始心里很不安，不是做我所修读的科系，而且为什么越做越糟糕的感觉？虽然我的主管引领我，但是我偶尔感到很无助，我想让我自己开心，也许我必须要快点作决定，不能再犹豫不决了，在这样拖延下去有什么好处？为什么要压韵自己的感觉，总觉得自己无时无刻都必须理智，什么都要正确的咨询，多少个，顾客都会发问许多问题，为什么、怎样、什么、哪里、谁、几时，就是所谓的5 W1H .....Why , what , who , when , where , how 唉……我自认我不是个友善的销售员，而且你需要好像对待朋友一样对待那些顾客，很多时候都是逼自己必须这样才行。很想跟自己说做到这个日期必须停止，可是无法停止也不懂几时停止，虽然这样会让时间很快过，可是我总是对我一些朋友说我过不久可能会做别的一份工，既然都说不要把“这里”当作避风港，那么我是不是就不该再继续，就好像佩贞这样，很佩服她做了一个月，过后勇于追寻她的梦想当个老师。

我不想当那里是避风港，不想当设计师，我只想做个让我开心，也可以做一份是我所知道的事的工作，可能会有挑战的，但是我会很乐意去接受的……我应该效法别人……这样下去会让我无法很顺心的做事。

祈求神会引领我，我知道他会赐我最好的

Alice in Wonderland theme song " Alice"

2010-01-29T19:58:00.004+08:00

Alice single cover

LYRICS:

Tripping out
Spinning around
I'm underground
I fell down
yeah, I fell down

I'm freaking out
So, where am I now?
Upside down
And I can't stop it now
It can't stop me now
oooh Oooooh Oooohhh

I - I'll get by
I - I'll survive
When the world's crushing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I - I won't cry

I found myself
In Wonderland
Get back on
My feet again

Is this real?
Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand
Until the end

I - I'll get by
I - I'll survive
When the world's crushing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I - I won't cry

I - I'll get by
I - I'll survive
When the world's crushing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I - And I won't cry

So excited about her new album ....this song is awesome , it's exactly the perspective of Alice

So exciting

2010-01-24T23:20:00.003+08:00

I never felt so excited before ....and maybe it's CNY sale for these 4 day , and working during 4 day ...i feel so relaxed ...maybe because i already quite familiar most of the product that why i am so relax and just layback do my thing ...just share what i know ....i'm glad nothing negative happen and keep the strong positive energy going on and going on ....hopefully will hit the target .....hopefully ....and bonus .....:P who doesn't want bonus ....

It's so different this time ...i finally know what is sharing and caring , last year july sale was quite formal and serious , quite presure and this time is so fun and relax ...we laugh together doing our thing , hopefully will plant some organic seed on some of the customer

好久没做....

2010-01-21T13:44:00.002+08:00

很久都没有做一些以前会做的是，譬如：搭脚车!

Fearless

2010-01-15T10:25:00.003+08:00

I just come across to read the TAylor Swift platinum edition booklet ...and i like the line how she interpret the word and meaning of " Fearless " her album title ....
This album called " Fearless", and i guess i'd like to clarify why we choose that as the title . To me ,Fearless is not absence of fear , it's not being completely unafraid . To me ,Fearless is having fear .Fearless is having doubts . Lots of them . To me , Fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death . Fearless is falling madly in love again , even though you've been hurt before . Fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. Fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again...even though every time you've tried before , you've lost . It's fearless to have faith that someday things will change.Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you , even if you can't breathe without them . I think it's fearless to fall for your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else . And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they 'll never stop doing . I think it's fearless to stop believing them . It's fearless to say " you're Not Sorry " , and walk away . I think loving someone despite what people think is fearless . I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless . Letting go is fearless . Then , moving on and being alright ...that's fearless too . But no matter what love throw at you , you have to believe in it . you have to believe in love stories and prince charming and happily ever after . that's why i write these songs. Because i think love is fearless .

幸福汤

2010-01-12T13:24:00.007+08:00

材料：

有机汤料（里面有许多种豆类的），一整支的有机白萝卜（切块），有机甜菜根（切块），有机香菇。

1）先把汤料放在水里煮滚，过后放Organic Cooking Oil 加Liquid Amino。

2）然后把切好的材料放进去煮滚，大概煮滚30 多分钟左右。

3）煮好后……Ta DA !!!!

可以享受这碗“幸福汤”

还有算是煎成功的煎蛋

New Year day - 2nd day

2010-01-02T10:31:00.003+08:00

It's 2nd day of new year ...and what am i doing here ? i have finally decided to chased my dream finally and i feel lost after graduated , dunno whether i should continue study or work but i prefer work , maybe as a art tutor like a few year .....and maybe i should continue study too . i dunno what course i want to really major , Installation Art ? i love it but not really good at this course ....i din score high mark for this subject ....maybe at nite i should draw some portrait ....i should draw something , doodle some character from movie , comic , anything that would make me day ....but i 'm so excited for my off day .....i need a long break ....yea but not now ....mid -year ...i would be free like A BIRD ....

Currently reading " THe Host" now .....still reading and found the book to be quite interesting , not tha bad at all ....

- Off Day -

2009-12-11T22:46:00.003+08:00

WEll , i suppost today should be my happy day but my friend just ruined it , it as suppost to be a christmas treat and party and my friend is not free , one said that she is busy working , another said that she already have appointment and can't go out with me tonite so i just refuse to go alone . and i can't think of someone to go with me , and it should be someone i trusted the most and i really close with but she just go back to her hometown today til 14th , that's suck ......i think i have been spending my off day alone and my other friend just invite me to her party next wednesday and it's suck i can't come coz i gotta work ....and i have to join those senior adult for those celebration * started to yawn for boring* Just plain boring ~ ! Well one of the reason , i'm not in there for the party because it's weird to see me alone and go there and being alone in that party , i 'm not really compatible with them anyway and i try to fit in but i still feel that i don't belong in that group ....i don't want to pretend , i just really sick of being alone ; it's not like i wanted to now , i really need some companion , someone i can share my feeling , neither i'm happy or sad , someone i can really trusted , too bad she's not really a christian , my dear collegue though. It's seem really weird that we just really close in such a short time , just like how i get so close with those friend , honestly i kind of get angry with them , is it because i get refuse to go out with them , i actually still hope they don't join those kind of group that help to earn money , i kind of regret follow them and kind of dissapointed with them , still regret and dissapointed , even though i don't show it , i 'm so dissapointed that time when i found out that they just cheated on me .

But i'm glad that i have some great collegue but still some i don't really fit in certain thing . Oh and i just watch " A Christmas Carol " ,it's really great and certain part is scary in a way . i wish i can watch with my friend just like when i was in my college day , watching with my classmate was great , although i always prefer to be alone but now i feel that being alone is boring , plain boring . I wish i can talk to someone else and hide it , i feel that when i need them , they not always there for me , or maybe it's just me that feel that way .

突发奇想，总是如此

2009-12-05T15:37:00.006+08:00

我是不是应该考虑写小说呢？我太爱发泄我所想的事和感受，刚刚开始重读New Moon 中文版，虽然说原本版是原汁原味，但是因为我不是很明白英文版的一些意思所以才会买中文版，而且是台湾版的，只是不喜欢他们翻译名字而已，很难记得的名字。新月，我明白为什么作者会把第二本小说名为《新月》，因为新月是月亮在黑夜中比较黑暗的一个时期，代表了书中女主角的黑暗时期，的确是书比电影好看，可是有些情节是很啰嗦的。电影只是书的简缩版而已但要看编剧如何简缩得好，老实说，不大喜欢这系列的编剧，一些细节减了许多，连人类朋友就4位，还有其他3位的，其中女的不大喜欢女主角的没有出现在电影里。

我总是身为旁观者去阅读这系列小说，我还是认为男女主角属于彼此。可能我喜欢快乐的结局，很老套但受在我身上。我从来都不晓得住在小镇是什么感觉，会忧闷吗？可是很容易就认识邻居，即是好事也是坏事。最近还蛮多想法想说出来，有时候会觉得自己很可悲；因为比较喜欢对部落格发泄或写日记，那就是我吧。可能很久没跟朋友出去玩了吧，很想念在学院的日子；我应该继续读书还是找好像当老师的工作做着呢？就是因为不过班，才作这份工的。如果是时候离开，我会离开的，一旦决定就不会反悔的。如果我够胆练习驾车又熟练的话，工作地方再远也不是问题，加上有自己的车的话…………

其实要当Freelancer 就要够胆，可是我又愿不愿意冒险又是个问题。明知道想太多是不会让问题消失，快要明年了，我是时候要决定开工画画，最重要的就是加强自己的技法了。其实当老师也不错嘛~ 不是吗？还是当摄影助理也不错嘛~ 还是需要一些贵人相助……迷失的感觉不好受。

Thoughful Thought

2009-12-01T23:18:00.003+08:00

Actually after watching New Moon , i like that line in the Book version chapter four :

Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.

Honestly , i 'm sort of " in love" with someone on9 when i was 16 , but now it's not really a love at all , it's just that i'm enjoying been " love" by that guys , and i'm glad i get over him finally , and find him so childish and annoying , the most annoying guy ever . I don't really want to explain what's big deal about Twilight Saga , If Those guys , most of the guys , guys that's normal will think it's lame and kind of homo , okay...Gay ? Perhaps . I think i kind of attract to that kind of Romeo and Juliet type of love , forbbiden love , ya VAmp and Human love , most obviously man and girl ... it's so frustrating that i found out that guys that i like was like taken by someone else . I gotta admit i'm kind of traditional type person , not quite narrow minded but not that open either . I'm getting so fed up about finding someone , what if ....? But i don't want to rush thing , maybe i just least expect it and just let's it happen naturally . Hopefully i won't have any complicated problem , coz i like thing to be simple either love me or love me not .

I just realise that i sort of like writing in my own journal , but really , it's nothing personal , either u like my opnion or u don't , as simple as that .
Maybe i should consider to just write for fun , i like to be in my own world especially in my own wild imagination . Chinese , english ? chinese , english , even though i consider writing in chinese since it's my mother tongue . I don't care if someone read it or not , i like writing , not as a profession but as a interest , i like to write randomly , it seem to be no point but sometime i would randomly think of some interesting idea. I think i kind of admire the way Stefanie Meyers write twilight , she not meant to be famous , not intend to be , it's just for fun . I wanted to have a job just like that , and sometime forget that i'm working but doing what i like . I hope someone stop asking me why i working in Organic Shop instead of working in Art Gallery , or as a designer etc etc etc , no worry , i not planning to stay longer , 1 and a half or less than that . An art teacher in the future , not Art lecturer , just teacher.

Talking about New Moon , yes ; all about new moon , do u have a problem with that ? Planning to just watch 2nd time in Cinema and when i finish download it , i will watch as much as i wanted . Then watch Christmas Carol maybe this saturday or FRiday when i was in off day . Writier , writer doesn't seem to appear on me . I never picture myself writing a book , no , never , i always thought that i'm suck at describe thing , the colour , the shape and etc etc ...i never describe them so detailed . i always fail on essay ....*sigh*

WHAT A BORING BLOG !!!!!!!!!

I just too lazy to updated something with a picture ....My stupid camera is spoiled :/

NEw Moon ...YAY !

2009-11-28T21:37:00.003+08:00

Time passess by ....it's seem to be appear on the e-mail , Bella meant to send to Alice , Edward 's sister ....i think Bella that play by Kristen Stewart is nice ....i dun think everyone know how to appreciate it , but i dun really care if they like it or not , i think overall it's a not bad movie ...maybe not what i expected it to be at least , i'm not that disappointed like Twilight , Much better than Twilight in my opnion. I can't help if most of the ppl watch it said that it's boring or whatever or suck ....i have seen and heard many bad review by those movie critic , i'm kindda open though after that church camp , i know i shouldn't be that obsessed with these thing , but i just fell in love with the saga series ....it's like my own brand of Heroin ...you would addicted ..*sigh*

okay , okay ....next week Christmas carol , i shouldn't be effected by ppl opnion , they just said what they think , and i said what i think too , i think it's awesome . It's breakup , and it's slow of course ppl would hate it ....maybe i 'm kind of slow that why i like it , and i like slow song , it 's fit the mood of the whole movie theme , break up and together again , everybody feel sorry for Jacob , am i the only person think that Jacob and Bella should remain friend , like Best Friend , and i 'm just that kind of person that fell for forbidden love kind of thing , which is why i dun have anyone rite now . We all have our wild side , i just don't really show it out , i wish i can be that reckless like Bella riding motorbike and clift diving ....especially listen to that " Friend" song ...but i don't some of the song might fit it nicely , just that some song feel weird in some scene . Boring movie , maybe but it 's still a great job by christ Weitz....

I consider watching it again .....maybe

Forbidden to rememnber , terrified to Forget

2009-11-15T00:01:00.003+08:00

I dun have some motivation to continue or start paint , updated my blog , sketching or whatever .....i need somone to critic my work not just like ..." oh , it's not bad " what's not bad ? what 's good ? what's bad ? Tell me about it , forget the blog title ....it's a good line from New Moon novel , 2nd installment in TWilight Saga ...Whatever .....ARghh...it's so frustrating , like i was locked in a 4 wall room and dark and nobody is around me ...okay , okay maybe i just being dramatic ....It's like i have been " break up" with my own artwork for a long long long long long long long time ......I feel like i have been living a repeating life which is not a good thing , i dun like to be a robot repeated the damn same thing everyday , it's suck ! i know i would quit this damn job someday but not now .....i dunno i want to risk it , for the sake of better future ....it's not like this job suck , even though sometime it's look like it might be suck .....honestly yeah !

I have dislike for some mainstream music now , i wanted to listen to something different rather those pop not meaningful song .....it's like everyone like junk food but it's not healthy ....pop is just like junk food we like ....and it's not healthy it just my own opnion ....take it or leave it or whatever . i rather listen to some real music , singer and the music instrument ...or musician and their music instrument ..their own music , they express their emotion through their music instrument or song or music that's what i call music , and that's what the music is all about , deep meaning lyrics music plus some instrument , piano , violin , guitar , drum .....ummm not some pop song dancer , showing off some skin ... or lip-syncing.....totally dislike that ....i dun even listen to local radio station anymore and i dun like hip-hop song ....i mean some noisy hip-hop song ....i just dun ....and the aVril that i like used to be playing guitar and dress better than now ....better without Abbey DAwn i suppost ....i dunno ....hopefully her new album is much better and the image of the whole album is similar to UMs album

I wish i know how to write music not song lyrics....i only know how to play some simple rhthymn ...I need some fresh new air ....staying in a same level and same place make me wanna puke .....

One of my FAv

2009-11-09T00:01:00.001+08:00

很久没画画，心都荒凉了………………

2009-10-17T21:55:00.003+08:00

不管是画画也好还是有关艺术的，没有动力让我开始，那个动力很快就死掉了。可能是我开始对工作麻木了，我知道我应该有个全新的看法，要有个突破，要跳出这个框框，这不是我一直想证明的吗？用另一个角度去看每一件事，可悲的是，我做不到，就算我花心思在那幅画，会有人欣赏吗？我刚做这份工是否太天真了吧……很想跟我的旧同学开一间店，买我们的作品，是否可以实行呢？现在热忱还在，可能我画肖像开始热身吧，眼高手低……唉！我不认为我是艺术家，我还在为我喜欢的是畚斗着，我应该继续升学还是拿经验做工呢？很多有关艺术的活动都很少参与了，可是我没有放弃，我还是要对艺术有热忱，我应该继续画画，作新的作品，织一些娃娃也好……好过什么都没有。

很想去不同的地方走走，呆在同一个地方很闲了…………不懂为什么，我在这个公司学的东西不能进我的脑里，很容易就忘记，是否是因为不是感到兴趣的东西所以听进去的都会忘记，应该是吧~ 我很容易心不在焉的，发白日梦，可是我对我的能力有点怀疑，最近发现很模糊，蒙蒙咚咚……清醒一点啊~ 不行了~ 下个星期的休息日必须做点东西，踏脚车也好，画素描也好……有一张好过没有吧~ 最近发现好像在重复做同样的一件事，如果当老师好一点，真烦阿~ 以后要做什么工好呢？至少我没事有事读一读吧~ 船到桥头自然直， Let it be , Let it be , Let it be ........

要省钱真的超难的，下个月绝对不要乱花钱哦~ 我真的看到Mid Valley 就显，很想去1 Utama 逛一逛。没有买东西，看看走走也好啊~ 很想找朋友一下，聊一下也好，我不懂我几时才可以习惯驾车，越快越好咯！大家的空饮茶啦~ 很想去旅行……去山上大喊一声……好爽快一下……

Walking beneath the line is boring , my everyday life is boring , wanted to break rule , wanted to do something to make me feel alive again .....Everything around me is fast moving .....everything is changing when i turn around out of my control .....i dun mind going to time square or sungai wang or maybe pavillion ...whatever that make me feel different , mid valley is so boring .......or maybe KLCC ...once in a while , art gallery , open up my eye to something new ....something fresh .... when can i go to kelantan to see my friend ? when i have the time to have teh tarik with my friend ? when i have the time to draw or even painting ? do sculpture ? i miss that happy time and free time during college time , i dun see how some people dun love to study the course they interested in ...questioning the never ending question

New Moon Soundtrack

2009-10-16T23:54:00.003+08:00

Love most of the song .....Awesome soundtrack , Nice own playlist of New Moon Director

One of the song in NEw Moon Soundtrack album ...

2009-10-14T22:53:00.003+08:00

Satellite Heart
So pretty/so smart
Such a waste of a young heart!
What a pity / what a sham
What’s the matter with you, man?

Don’t you see it’s wrong/ can’t you get it right?
Out of mind and outta sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise!

I’m a satellite heart/ lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far/ you stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you

I hear you’re living out of state, running in a whole new scene
They say i haven’t slept in weeks, you’re the only thing i see

I’m a satellite heart/ lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far/ you stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart/ lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far/ you stop I start
But I’ll be true to you no matter what you do/ yeah I’ll be true to you

When these pillars get pulled down,
It will be you who wears the crown,
And I'll owe everything to you

How much pain has cracked your soul?
How much love would make you whole?
You're my guiding lightning strike

I can't find the words to say,
But they're overdue,
I've traveled half the world to say,
I belong to you

Then she attacks me like a Leo,
When my heart is split like Rio,
But, I assure you my debts are real

I can't find the words to say,
When I'm confused,
I've traveled half the world to say,
You are my mu

(Ah! Réponds à ma tendresse,
Verse-moi, verse-moi l'ivresse,
Réponds à ma tendresse,
Réponds à ma tendresse,
Ah! Verse-moi l'ivresse,
Verse-moi, verse-moi l'ivresse,
Réponds à ma tendresse,
Réponds à ma tendresse,
Ah! Verse-moi l'ivresse,
I belong,
I belong to you alone)

Use,
I can't find the words to say,
But they're overdue,
I've traveled half the world to say,
I belong to you

P.S :
I'm not really a fan of MUSE fan but this song is awesome , and compare the SUpermassive black hole , i prefer this song instead

很久以前对我来说………………很想念，想当年

2009-10-12T00:26:00.002+08:00

毕业感言
转眼已经三年了，好像昨天才刚Major ，然后过几天就要毕业了。虽然有些假期都得做功课，可是觉得比以前的假期充实很多。刚刚开始从不认识我那一班同学到认识，虽然我们的性格都不一样，却可以相处的很好。从一个对于一个对于油画不是很懂的我到认识到油画这个媒材。我记得刚Major时，蛮害怕自己不能掌握一些基本的技法，刚开始是比较努力地让自己的技法进步。
Fine Art 这个科系，让我学了不少东西。初进入Fine Art 时对于同学不很认识，到认识了一些学姐和学哥。刚开始进来Major时，觉得离毕业还很远，可是想不到一转眼就要离开学校了，还是对于毕业反应不过来，感觉上有毕业典礼才是正式跟学校说再见，现在想起两年前的我，跟现在的我是有一点不一样。看着之前一批又一批的学长们毕业，想不到这么快就到我了。
还以为三年是很长的时间，我会很想念在学院的日子，与同学一起上课，跟我在中学的时候不一样，在这里，很多第一次。第一次在班上present ，第一次跟老师一起吃饭，感觉朋友在一起吃饭。很想念刚上理论课的时候，还有很多很多。

虽然从学院毕业了，但这并不代表结束了，只是结束了我的求学生涯，但是这是却是我的另一个开始。

- Joanna Lim -

Graduation Exhibition : http://allnoeartsense.blogspot.com

Her's Story

Happy Chinese New year :)

Ticket to Avril show

2nd page of 365 day , Chapter 2012

Avril 's concert new concert poster ! WOW :o

Avril Lavigne Live in KL , Malaysia 2012

I think i want to go study

迷茫 ！

星空

世界別為我擔心

Wish You Were Here

UMMM.......

Word hard but no play :(

709 the Yellow Revolution rally

This is what i need : S.M.I.L.E

挫折感。。。

New job again

Lost

Muchness

Darlin'

Yo....!!!! I get the freaking Album physically :)

W.O.R.K

" Goodbye Lullabye " Album preview

Upbeat Stuff

Song that remind me of the past

(Fu*kin') Perfect

Chinese New year

The Green Hornet ( special effect is nice )

Sophie's World

你会用什么来换取你的梦想?

何必对生活那么认真...轻松一下吧!

Music

Just believe just breathe

untitled

星空 （ 星星在天空？）

fail...

离岛 ( 人群疏远症状?)

W.O.R.K

Kerli - Army of Love

Yoshitomo Nara

Tron : Legacy

My favourite Singer new single

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

Music again

Sturborness ....

Life is overrated .....

咖啡馆 | 以物易物

Calm

WHAT THE FUDGE !!!!!

Frustrarted 2

new thing to frustrated

New Job

VAmp TV series ( True Blood)

Ummm

同恩 - 做自己 [KTV] ktv.playinmel.com

Changes

Nothing

Deep thought

Piano solo: Sixth Station - Spirited Away soundtrack

有意思

Useless bXtch ...

Think ....

*Sigh*

Blank !

新作……

有一天……

My New username ....New me perhaps

Something remind me of someone i dun really want to remember

Something fun :P

左右为难……

Clair de Lune - Debussy

*sigh* .....

love , time , Life

好烦……………………

Vincent ( Stary Stary Night)

想……一直都是想而已

看戏……

unhappy

Alice(Underground)

Worried

迷茫！

星空（星星在天空？）

Sigh

sigh .....