Avril 's concert new concert poster ! WOW :o

I <3 the new color theme for this poster !!!! red color for the background with black color ! this is so freaking cool !

The colours that cannot be touched, is it called rainbow?

The hug that cannot be seen, is it called breeze?

A person thinking of another person, is it called loneliness?

Fate took away "If" , leaving only the result.

Time took away original intention , leaving only difficulties

You came, and after you left, leaving only the starry night

That year, we gaze upon the starry night

and we had so many wonderful dreams

and thought the happiness will be eternal

like the starry night keeping me company.

Orion, Sirius, Weaver, light years away, silently

Recalling younger times and the dreams, When did they fall?

I loved, and then I became quiet

Drifting in the sea of people

作詞：阿信
作曲：石頭
編曲：五月天
監製：五月天

摸不到的顏色 是否叫彩虹?
看不到的擁抱 是否叫做微風?
一個人 想著一個人 是否就叫寂寞?

命運偷走如果 只留下結果
時間偷走初衷 只留下了苦衷
你來過 然後你走後 只留下星空

那一年我們望著星空 有那麼多的 燦爛的夢
以為快樂會永久 像不變星空 陪著我


獵戶 天狼 織女 光年外沉默
回憶 青春 夢想 何時偷偷隕落？
我愛過 然後我沈默 人海裡漂流

那一年我們望著星空 未來的未來 從沒想過
當故事失去美夢 美夢失去線索 而我們失去聯絡


這一片無言無語星空 為什麼靜靜 看我淚流
如果你在的時候 會不會伸手 擁抱我？

細數繁星閃爍 細數此生奔波
原來 所有 所得 所獲 不如一夜的星空

空氣中的溫柔 回憶你的笑容
彷彿只要伸手 就能觸摸

摸不到的顏色 是否叫彩虹
看不到的擁抱 是否叫做微風
一個人 習慣一個人...

這一刻獨自望著星空 從前的從前 從沒變過
寂寞可以是忍受 也可以是享受 享受僅有的擁有

那一年我們望著星空 有那麼多的 燦爛的夢
至少回憶會永久 像不變星空 陪著我

最後只剩下星空 像不變回憶
陪著我...

Avril Lavigne Live in KL , Malaysia 2012

She is coming next year 18th February 2012 @ Stadium Merdeka , KL ! YAY !!!!

I think i want to go study

I think i better go further study so that i can be more pro in this field so i won't change so much job ! I think Diploma cert mean nothing to me ! it 's just a blank paper to me now ! Maybe i might study illustration or visual design . Maybe i will study in TAIWAN ! I don't feel like i want to be in here anymore . No wonder so many talented ppl want to get out of here and go somewhere that they will be more appreciated rather than getting crappy pay and job . Okie i have to say the problem is me , I 'm not a fast learner and slow ! I really envious those friend that can do what they like . I 'm trying to like the job but no i 'm still unhappy . I try the teacher job but i really really not a teacher material , and i don't like clerk work either but i will try it and see ...earn some money for maybe uni fund .

So i think i gonna say to those that think i 'm uncreative or something , Most of the time i want to say to them :" WATCH ME ! "

迷茫 ！

这几个月当老师很灰心，那办死小孩不听话，这还不用紧，遇到这样的老板真是倒霉！最近都不怎么好。难道我真的要出国读书回来找更好的工作吗？因为我的基本功夫也好不到那里去。如果别人可以为何我不可以呢？

好灰心，事业、感情都没有什么成就。很想离开这个市镇去到很远很远的地方，很想去旅行，背包旅行，一个人去探险也好！this year is not my year ......everything isn't went well ! nothing is working !!!! *sigh*


我也不懂下一步是什么.......

星空

好想看！ 看了预告片超想看的！让我感觉超想创作的！






超喜欢梵谷的“星空” Vincent Van Gogh - Stary Stary Night

世界別為我擔心

这本书的第一页开头
我妈妈都这样说:

亲爱的孩子,

你知道吗?

我一直为你担心......


可是我不要你们为我担心!包括世界!

为什么我们总是担心这个那个???

我担心看不懂别人的故事。
我担心我是井第之蛙。
我担心你的沉默像一道坚固的城墙。
我担心没有足够的勇气面对困境。
我担心没有智慧解决人生的难题。
我担心写了一推东西，电脑却突然断电。
我担心对幸福感到怀疑。
我担心我什么比不上别人。（这个是我自己加的。）
我担心一整套书缺了其中一集。
我担心我对世界愈来愈冷漠。
我担心 电线缠绕着小鸟，困在无边的天际，而我们却无能为力。
我担心被误抓进警察局，还遇见烂法官。（这里都会发生）
我担心快乐的人不再快乐而痛苦的人继续痛苦。
我担心流落异乡回不了家还无人闻问。
我担心先知不是先知，愚人真是愚人。
我手机又不见了再一次和世界断讯。
我担心恐怖分子就在身边环绕。
我担心喜欢的运动员明星受伤不能出赛了。
我担心高速公路连环火烧车。
我担心梦想家失去做梦的能力。
我担心永远找不到人生方向。
！·#￥%…—*—+！！
我担心白头发和染发剂致癌。
我担心老年失亿，忘记永远思念的人。
我担心小孩交到坏朋友做坏事。（这是以后的事）
我担心吃太胖了又瘦不下来。
我担心曾经感动过的不再感动，曾经美好的不再有感觉。
我担心乱写的书却大受欢迎。
我担心胡乱作为却走向康庄大道。
我担心照片里出现灵异鬼魂。
我担心热浪来嵇，热死人。
我担心瓦斯外泄，没穿衣服就上天堂。（后面那个好笑！）
我担心乱画的图大受喜爱。（我会非常开心的，不用担心！）
你担心无法再创纪录，我担心你给自己的压力太大。
你担心无法达到别人的期待，我担心你对自己不够好。
你担心他不爱你。 我担心你不爱他。
你担心还不快快长大。我担心无忧的同年即将流逝。
我担心春天秋天不见了。
我担心嫁给不爱我的人。
我担心酒精中毒还没钱买醉。
我担心心爱人变心朋友背叛。
我担心更年期提早到来又久久不去。

.____. 我被担心种种包围着，真的很E.M.O !!!!

Wish You Were Here

This is so shocking , shocking seeing Avril in tear , so emotional ! have been rape replay button for so many time ! Hopefully this single is doing well in U.S coz i think the U.S doesn't seem to like her music , or maybe it's have to do with her record company RCA that doesn't seem supportive of this album ! Hopefully this single doing well in U.S and everywhere so that she can have a 4th Single .

This is a Big Hit !!!! suitable for the fall mood , so emo !

UMMM.......

This year seem to be a dramatic year , i keep on changing my job and again and again . ACTUALLY , i really don't want to change my job , i was started to like the kindergarten job but then i get fired and then i almost become tuition teacher but ....they reply me too late coz i was already on other job , i thought i will like this but ....too technical i hate it , then hopefully this time tomorrow going to interview will turn out to be a great one and a last job i would ever get , and stay in the job for like a few year pls ....not planning to study at the moment , prefer to be a teacher again and hopefully this time around not one get in my way . No Collegue that talk bad about me behind or complain about me , and maybe not so lazy , maybe if i 'm polite i say longer in this field , who know ?

This kindergarten i have call for twice after i give up coz they always ask me to call and then after that other person answer that they 're busy , i wonder if i can work half day and 2 or 3 day for full day ...what excuse i will answer if the boss request me to work full day , i think i will say if they need me i will just work full day for 2 day lo~ Not really good at handling small kid , but the time pass will really quick so that why ...LOL , 2 day off ...but still hopefully this time the salary a bit increase ....( wishful thinking ! ) Okay , it's too early to tell ...but hopefully i can get hired as soon as posible , i cannot imagine how to survive next month without salary ....okay another problem is that i 'm not quited the job in kindergarten so how will i tell the person-in-charge that i get terminated in that job but still wish to work in this field . just almost 3 month experience
This month last week i have been watching Transformer 3 , Captain Amaerica and HP 7 part 2 , i was so sad that HP series is over although i started to ignore the movie started the 5th one and 6th one and then i catch up for 5th , 6th and 7th part 1 and then i totally forget the storyline in begninning 3 movie , i remember watching the 2nd movie then the 1st movie , and Daniel Radcliffe is so cute back then , i just realise Tom Felton is really ...cute :P Maybe will read HP series a ~

Opps .....really long-winded .....Bored like hell , hope to invite old friend to go out ....

Word hard but no play :(

I feel like i wanna give up this job , totally not my interest at all . those shit and crap i have to listen to like hundred times now feel so sick of what my accountant collegue say , you have to stay until bla bla bla , for the sake of bonus ? what if i don't want to have bonus ? My happiness is my bonus , but for the sake of experience and money so i have to stay in that company until next year ?

Still struggling still learning , i hope i can quit , i know i know i shouldn't be ....but i really unhappy working in this environment , exact same thing almost and very commercial thing , nothing creative , no collegue that similiar interest with me , just same old same old kind .

I am looking forward to the day that i last step foot in the company and start a new life in somewhere else . Routine working life isn't my thing really

I know what i want but i don't know how to get it , that's the problem . I don't like to be consistancy ....everything have to be 99% accurate . My biggest weakness , man !

I rather work in retail store than working in office , i freaking hate office job so much , after this job i maybe not giving the design job a chance anymore . Maybe i should be teacher , since i don't need to Ot but i have lof of paper work and school work to prepare .

Although i shouldn't compare myself to other ppl life but i really envious about my old college mate and my senior and my junior for doing what they like . Since when can i do what i like and FXck what other ppl think ....i don't want to care what ppl think , but i really want to stick to ART field not design not printing . But what the hell am i doing there anyway ? for the sake of gainning experience , seem like pretty pathetic ......*sigh*

709 the Yellow Revolution rally

this is the song i can say best describe what happening today , this morning about 30000 ppl joinning this rally , and i am proud to be malaysian for today . But shame for our Police and goverment for having such a violent react against this incident

This is what i need : S.M.I.L.E

You know that I'm a crazy chick
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don't really give it up
You go, if you go, if you go with it
'Cause you're like crazy Rock 'n' Roll

Ye-ou said hey
What's your name?
It took one look
And now we're not the same
Yeah, you said hey
And since that day
You stole my heart
And you're the one to blame

And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this
Right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly
You're underneath the reason
I-I-I
I smi-i-ile

Last night I blacked out, I think
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then, oh, oh
I woke up with a new tattoo
Your name was on me and my name was on you
I would do it all over again

Ye-ou said hey
What's your name?
It took one look
And now we're not the same
Yeah, you said hey
And since that day
You stole my heart
And you're the one to blame

And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this
Right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly
You're underneath the reason
Why-y-y
I smi-i-ile
The rease why-y-y
I smi-i-ile

You know that I'm a crazy chick
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I'm a crazy chick
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this
Right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly
You're underneath the reason

I smi-i-ile
The reason, the reason why-y-y
I smi-i-ile
The reason why-y-y
I smi-i-ile

P/s : I love the original version swear word " bit*h" , " Sh*T" , and " Fu*king"
I-I-I

挫折感。。。

虽然才做了2个星期，可是觉得这份工可不是任何人可以做到的。虽然没有熬到很夜可是我就是还是很不确定，觉得我想跟那些同事聊天可是都不懂该聊些什么。我觉得我很不适合这份工，只是想拿经验而已。再加上今天跟旧同学聚会觉得他们比我懂很多。而我还是原地，其实我找到这份工不会很开心，因为老板说到很严肃那样。我那么早到都不懂要做些什么，要怎样做，如何做。让我对photoshop失去兴趣了，感觉好难，感觉没有想继续做下去的冲动。可能我学习能力慢吧，可是我一旦熟悉就可以很快，家人都会说我什么慢半拍，其实不是啊，我只是犹豫不绝而已。

听到他们那些话题，我只是“哦” 、是吗？“之类的反应，很显，好讨厌办公室的环境虽然有收音机听，可是不想听MY .fm 感觉都是重复不停的歌曲，让我很厌烦。非常讨厌那种不确定的感觉。头痛，烦，显 ，每天都想快点下班！ 身旁的人都说慢慢来这类的话，可是都起不了作用，这些东西要常常操作才能更熟练。


干嘛总是这样.......?

New job again

I just interview this job on 3rd june and i just get it ...i 'm still quite blur about the job even though i have been working for 1 week now , as a DTP artist some sort of appreantice , as la learner type worker , i don't think i will work long in this field anyway . It's about touch up , layout arrangment for a promotional brand stuff that normally u will see in pharmacy and some shopping mall display , inkjet sticker or color print that usually put in those make-up / cosmetic counter .

I realise i not really a pro in Photoshop , i not quite pro at AI either , it would be a challenge for me to work in this field and have to double check detail and color whether it matches what client want . It 's a weakness for me when it come to be neat , clean and really sensitive at detail job . I wish i 'm working as a illustrator for commercial stuff rather than touch up or layout arrangment for this .........boring yes ! but it 's somehow will be a good working experience although the pay quite low but since i have no experiences so i should be really learning hard and working hard . well , better than working in shopping mall but i miss those time when i can go shopping or outing on weekday , no worry about many ppl or crowds at shopping mall .

Well , work hard play hard ! B***hes :P Seem like using computer to surf net for fun and using computer to work is a big big different ....i think once in a while i will paint , draw and doodle as well

Lost

Seem like odd is not in my favour or god is not favour me at all .....not luck find a job that can start immediately . maybe i need to work in retail job again ? no way . but what choice i have anyway ? i just refused a job that would give me RM1400/RM1500 but due to time problem i dun think i can deal with and the job itself isn't what i wanted , image consultant .....what the hell ? I glad i didn't work there ... so tomorrow only work about 3 hour which cost me about RM24 of pay .....*sigh* i am desperate now , i should be in shanghai rite now instead or worry what job i should be finding or when can i get a freaking job . At least i can learn something from my aunt if i going with her but so disappointed when she say it's expensive and i have fly over there myself .....which i say no nid and miss this opportunity . WEll thing happen for a reason , i think the reason why i been terminated not just those parent complain i think , i think someone else complain about me , maybe she is jealous or something else i don't really care rite now .....

Just give me a freaking job that i can start immediately and get amount of money .....arghhhh.....

Muchness

Seem like i lost that muchness which u can find in AIW ( Alice in wonderland tim burton version ) Madhatter say that Alice is grown up and lost that muchness she have when she was much younger then . So I feel like i lost something and i gain something , no pain no gain ! feel like my old friend and me doesn't have much to say and i feel like i don't want to talk to her , we used to have all kind of topic to talk about now all i want to talk about is art related topic . Seem like i only want to communicate with ppl with common interest with me or have something in common . I feel quite annoyed this week . Maybe because of my annoying and irritating colleugue and usually what she do i don't really care that much , she so Ge po chi ( busy body ) tell lie twisted the truth , I know i know it 's not like i don't know that this kind of person is existed but this week she is over the top and talk bad thing about me .

I think i might not talk with her , She never change this is what i heard from my colleugue coz this insane mad lady almost make her resign because of this reason , a small matter but make it 's like a big deal to everybody . I mean what the hell is she thinking anyway ? My other colleugue didn't really throw away her thing in the shelf just move into same level but different place but she just bising bising only ....Monday afternoon .....is she losing her hormone or something else ? no offend but my working day was good until this kind of thing happen to me . But i won't give up this job easily since i was the one who find this job and get hired to do something important : Teaching not busy body talk something not important , or even twist the truth of what really happening .

What happen to my old friend is that ...? maybe distance make us apart i guess . She don't really know what love is and she don't really know how to say the right word in the right time , and this is one of the reason why i am so angry . Form 1 u didn't really comfort me , and i don't think u really that concern me either . ur older sis is so far better than u . I don't think we have something in common since i always listen to different type of music while u always listen Mandapop/ cantopop music . I think maybe the old me not really know how to critic ppl that much , or i was only being naive . They are not really a good friend , sometime i feel like that's a hole in our friendship , now another old friend don't really chat with me on MSN / Window live messenger .

That's why i am alone , not because i don't have friend , i have try to invite them over for CNY , but they FFK me like so many time i feel so betrayed and upset i don't think she is that concerned about me that much anymore . She betrayed me but i didn't try to betrayed her , she lie to me about celebrate birthday and dress nicely but in the end it 's about direct sale ...how stupid she is to believe those ppl the freaking QUESTNET !!!!!!!!!!!

Darlin'

Darling

Darling
You're hiding in the closet once again
start smiling

I know you're trying
real hard not to turn your head away
pretty darling
face tomorrow, tomorrow is not yesterday
Yesterday oh oh

Pretty please
I know it's a drag
wipe your eyes and put up your head

I wish you could be happy instead
There's nothing else I can do
But love you the best that I can
yeah yeah

Darling
I was there once a while ago
I know
that it's hard to be stuck with people that you love
when nobody trusts

Pretty please
I know it's a drag
wipe your eyes and put up your head

I wish you could be happy instead
There's nothing else I can do
But love you the best that I can
yeah yeah

You're not the only one who's been trough
I've been there alone and now so are you
I just want you to know, want you to know it's not your fault, oh oh

Pretty please
I know it's a drag
wipe your eyes and put up your head

I wish you could be happy instead
There's nothing else I can do
But love you the best that I can

Pretty please
I know it's a drag
wipe your eyes and put up your head

I wish you could be happy instead
There's nothing else I can do
But love you the best that I can


Darling
You're hiding in the closet once again,
start smiling


I like how her song mostly have universal meaning on it , i heard this song is about Avril experience during her younger day , maybe early childhood or teen day . I love how this song is simple and really encouraging also . I try to interpret this in my own way , i sort of think this can be about early young day when we all facing some problem either personal problem or some school problem , or maybe it's about the people around us , and she sing it in 1st person and wish that person a happy life love her/him the best she can . I try to figure that " You 're hiding in the close once again " line

Yo....!!!! I get the freaking Album physically :)

I pre-order it on 29/12/2010 and pay deposit RM20 , in Tropicana City mall 's Victoria Music centre Music Store , and i get it yesterday evening and pay for about RM25 for this ...WHOA !!!!!! Free one cotton WTH tote bag , quite different ..but the pic on CD isn't that clear look like pirated version...a bit la ~ but the audio is HQ d , and then The making of the album DVD .

overall i like the this album photoshoot , most of the fan say the style is like combine 3 of her album all together , and this album have more consistency than previous album of her , minority of the fan found it to be boring and disappointed but i realise this album have a bit Michelle Branch 's Hotel Paper Vibe in it . Well some review criticthis album using same chord progression etc , well ......it 's just sound good to me , i Love her vocal in this album , of course i don't think we should expect a poetic lyrics from her , but her song from this album is relatable . Minority of the fan that dislike this album even wish it would flop but sorry I think it will done quite well like UMS , I just wish it wouldn't flop like Kelly Clarkson 's My December or Christina Aguilera 's Bionic . It have some catchy tune , it 's something mellow acoustic pop song to me . Avril seem to be in between indie and pop music , She isn't punk and the punk music won't regonize her music type and style , and the media often label her as " pop punk princess " and the rock type music won't like her and regonize her either .

UMS ( under My skin her 2nd studio album ) have more mature lyric and this album more repetitive and even have a reference to her old song , lyrically some lyrics in " Wish you were here " No , I don't wanna let go let go let go , which remind me of her debut album title LET GO . I love her self written song like Alice in Wonderland ending credit song and theme song " Alice " , the only different vibe and really feel like it's inspired by Tim Burton style of movie . " what the hell " the debut single from this album , sound just like her previous album THE BEST DAMN THING . " SMile " is a catchy upbeat bright song , other song was quite soothing , calming effect on me if really listen to it a few time alone . I thought acoustic song would sound something like " Fall to pieces " , " Tomorrow " , " thing i 'll never say " . Well it 's well received in fan , at least postive view on this album when she describle it as introspective , deep , and acoustic sound .

I give it 4/5 rating of star


GOODBYE LULLABY is about closing one life chapter and opening another , it's really bittersweet , in our life we all have some bittersweet moment and she just divorce with Deryck , but still remain friend , feel like it sort of like a divorce album to me and she is less angst now compare to 9 year ago when she just came out and release LET GO

W.O.R.K

I should take picture of my student artwork and their faces as well , well i am a preschool/ Kindergarden Teacher ! And it's surprise me that i really enjoy working in this kindergarden coz i don't need to work in odd hour and i having off day on weekend and i don't need to work on sunday which is FREAKING COOL !!! NYAK~ NYAK ~ !!!!

OKIE....Kind of lazy to update these day :P

" Goodbye Lullabye " Album preview

OMG !!!!!! This is her best Album !!!! I love every bit of her song in this album



OH My ! OH My ! Oh MY ! This is MUCH better than her previous record ! Oh my ! Falling in love with her voice once more ! AHHHHHHH !!!! AVRIL ! You're Amazing !!!! You didn't let me down , it's just make me go " awww" like ur own daughter / son grow up or something !

Goodbye Lullaby :
1. 'Black Star' - Avril Lavigne, Deryck Whibley
2. 'What the Hell' - Lavigne, Max Martin, Shellback
3. 'Push' - Lavigne, Evan Taubenfeld, Whibley
4. 'Wish You Were Here' - Lavigne, Martin, Shellback
5. 'Smile' - Lavigne, Martin, Shellback
6. 'Stop Standing There' - Lavigne, Whibley
7. 'I Love You' - Lavigne, Martin, Shellback
8. 'Everybody Hurts' - Lavigne, Taubenfeld, Whibley
9. 'Not Enough' - Lavigne, Taubenfeld, Whibley
10. '4 Real' - Lavigne 3:28
11. 'Darlin' - Lavigne, Whibley
12. 'Remember When' - Lavigne, Whibley
13. 'Goodbye' - Lavigne
14. 'Alice' (hidden track) - Lavigne, Butch Walker

Deluxe edition bonus tracks

15. 'What the Hell' (Acoustic) - Lavigne, Martin, Shellbeck
16. 'Push' (Acoustic) - Lavigne, Taubenfeld
17. 'Wish You Were Here' (Acoustic) - Lavigne, Martin, Shellbeck
18. 'Bad Reputation' - Joan Jett, Ritchie Cordell, Kenny Laguna, Marty Joe Kupersmith