Holiday coming but....

Ehh.....my holiday coming ...& it 's not a fun holiday at all although Christmas is coming soon ......so i didn't get to invite some friend to church event ...they so " Chuan " & " Diao "( Oppss.....they like to use vulgur word as well...which i don't like to use ...i feel so offended) ....so annoying ???? yeah .......some of my classmate even say that Being a Christian ....saying , i love jJesus , Jesus love me is like ....I dunno how to describle it ...but it annoyed me a lot ....they don't know anything about my faith so ...i hope they just keep quiet & listen to what i say ...BUT of course i dun ahve the chance to spread the gospel , i wish i could .....! Well.....even though it 's kind of annoying to them but i still have to say .....God take good care of the good one & the bad one ...., the bad weather even fall on bad person & good person ...so .....I dun think there 're no GOd ...but i can't force them to believe it ....my faith which i dun like to be religion is to experinece not to be ...like just a religion or something ...it 's more like annyoing ...yes i like to use the word annoying ..... Pls .....i wish they jsut respec my faith ...yes i may be not that kind of religiou Christian , i dun like to show off that ohh...i'm christian ...i go to church ....or something ... i do hope that i can let them see my testimonial , how i live ...i live happy rely on God , Rely on God doesnt mean u 're weak , it meam that we human have weakness , & I believe in One & only God , the trinity , the Holy Father , The holy Son & the holy spirit .....yes ...i like listen to Rock song doesn't mean i 'm not ...oh whatever ....i like music , is that a crime ? I can feel the preasure , it 's so hard spreading the gospel in my college , i need some one help .....T_T i didn't even start a prayer yet ...T_T oh dear ....! i always wonder is it using a foul language a must ....? it 's so wrong ...i wish .....they speak something beautiful but they don't ...i hate foul language so much , yet speaking using foul language is such a guilty pleasure...*Sigh* Like " Ma de " oh my goodness ....& i felt that using " Oh my God " is wrong , it 's against the ten commandment too , coz u didn't call for god , what does it have to do with GOD ? huh ? Something ofended when it come to my faith .....\_/