8/13/2012
The Lighting Strike
I know this song exist when i looking at animated movie trailer " Epic "
Well , wanna know my updated ? Nah , lot of negative emotion and feeling really frustrated so no , i don't want to wsting my time posting something that i 'm complain a lot so nah , but this kind of music really soothing me a bit , the moment when you listen to some awesome music that kind of feeling
6/07/2012
To be or not to be ?
I have been wandering around for a long time , hence my nick name for this blog title : Anna Wanderer .. Suit me well . I wish i can go study rite away doesn't need to worry much about my work or my collegue etc . But welcome to the real world , Joanna . working make me feel so dull and really unhappy started march and april .
I almost forget i have a blog , i don't want to post something negative , it's so negative that the whole thing of , this is horrible , this is bad thing is making me even more depressed . I can't help it , this is who i am , i always struggle in the problem because i can't really manage it well and i 'm not that organise person either . I'm such a mess , sometime i hope my family member just give me encourage instead of saying thing like " I'm so disappointed in you , you are so hopeless " type of word but that kind of word already spoken out , it make me so sad and depressed how much it 's hurt . I wonder why it's so hard to study coz the procedure for application is so freaking complicated , i was like " arghhh ....forget it ! "
I still can't believe that i am still well not taken . So should i continue in early child education field or trying really hard to get notice as a artist , but that option seem really hard . i have no car , no house , dun really have a career . sad case .__.
I almost forget i have a blog , i don't want to post something negative , it's so negative that the whole thing of , this is horrible , this is bad thing is making me even more depressed . I can't help it , this is who i am , i always struggle in the problem because i can't really manage it well and i 'm not that organise person either . I'm such a mess , sometime i hope my family member just give me encourage instead of saying thing like " I'm so disappointed in you , you are so hopeless " type of word but that kind of word already spoken out , it make me so sad and depressed how much it 's hurt . I wonder why it's so hard to study coz the procedure for application is so freaking complicated , i was like " arghhh ....forget it ! "
I still can't believe that i am still well not taken . So should i continue in early child education field or trying really hard to get notice as a artist , but that option seem really hard . i have no car , no house , dun really have a career . sad case .__.
4/14/2012
3/27/2012
W.O.R.K
Before the school started , i was started to work as clerk and also teacher during last year holiday , everything seem good , until when the school is started , i started to be feel nervous , and as i thought and predicted , something bad will happen , something really really bad just happen , and it 's make me really unhappy , why this job make me so miserable , while i was working in organic retail store , i was quite happy just getting tired and bored of the same old same old job . I thought teaching children was not a bad idea , but now it's seem like a really bad idea coz i dunno much nursery rhymes and din really teach nicely .
Seriously , i should be really firm when i thought of refusing to work on this kindergarten . okie , let's be patience for a while and wait for a few month then just say i am not suitable for this job and say something like :" thank you for ur consideration ?!?" ( hmmm......how to quit a job in a polite way ? ) What happen if i accept to teach children art during saturday and weekday work as a clerk only ? i should be accepted that clerk job ......ARGHHHH ! why did i always make wrong choices all the time . Struggling to be in this field , okie .....since not much of them like me there , why should i working there ?
(Why did i always complain about my work and job ...........i dun want to sound like i always complain all the time , but these aunties always nagging and complain how their class children misbehave and etc make me really roll my eyes and WTH i thinking to continue working in here ? ) feel like dropping F-bomb .........it's just make me so much anger , i'm not happy with the whole situation , why my boss always say i din do nicely while i trying so hard to do it , i trying so hard to do it nicely and then another boss say i did wrongly ...WTH???? I think becoz she dislike me , trying to find a fault in me and etc .......i wonder why she always need to go upstair go gossip about someone she dislike and say something bad about them , what's the point , if you dun like it just say it straight to my face , just like that freaking aunties who think they are above all other ......Finally know that she is good at complain and complain and complain becoz of she dislike me ...like i have killed someone else ......
Seriously , i should be really firm when i thought of refusing to work on this kindergarten . okie , let's be patience for a while and wait for a few month then just say i am not suitable for this job and say something like :" thank you for ur consideration ?!?" ( hmmm......how to quit a job in a polite way ? ) What happen if i accept to teach children art during saturday and weekday work as a clerk only ? i should be accepted that clerk job ......ARGHHHH ! why did i always make wrong choices all the time . Struggling to be in this field , okie .....since not much of them like me there , why should i working there ?
(Why did i always complain about my work and job ...........i dun want to sound like i always complain all the time , but these aunties always nagging and complain how their class children misbehave and etc make me really roll my eyes and WTH i thinking to continue working in here ? ) feel like dropping F-bomb .........it's just make me so much anger , i'm not happy with the whole situation , why my boss always say i din do nicely while i trying so hard to do it , i trying so hard to do it nicely and then another boss say i did wrongly ...WTH???? I think becoz she dislike me , trying to find a fault in me and etc .......i wonder why she always need to go upstair go gossip about someone she dislike and say something bad about them , what's the point , if you dun like it just say it straight to my face , just like that freaking aunties who think they are above all other ......Finally know that she is good at complain and complain and complain becoz of she dislike me ...like i have killed someone else ......
1/28/2012
Happy Chinese New year :)
Hopefully it's not too late wish Everyone a Happy Chinese New Year ! All the best ! hopefully 2012 is a good year to me , at least i want to make it a good year for me ;)
1/11/2012
Ticket to Avril show
The one reason that can make me smile :) Hopefully will meet some Avril fan ...it's like a big family reunion thing .
1/02/2012
2nd page of 365 day , Chapter 2012
Going into a new chapter , YEAR 2012 ! Yup , the myth about 2012 ....Hopefully this year is a good year , Best year of my live . I was in a new environment of working place .
Hmmm , looking foward for Avril 's concert , job started to be quite challenging now , hopefully i can be in this early education field for a few year . Hopefully i can be getting really smart , i realise i 'm changing .
I wish i am much stronger and wiser .
Hmmm , looking foward for Avril 's concert , job started to be quite challenging now , hopefully i can be in this early education field for a few year . Hopefully i can be getting really smart , i realise i 'm changing .
I wish i am much stronger and wiser .
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