Moody

Recently my mood is so not inconsistent , what happen to me ? Sometime i feel so emo , sometime i feel like crying , 'cause i still feel that i can't even compare to my clasmate , they all really great , & me ...i was nothing ,nothing at all , that why i 'm so emo .......idon't want to be so useless , i feel like i was invisible , i have this feeling before , like i have been left out ...that why i feel so upset ....i think my heart is blank ...nothing in there , feeling the emptiness inside , this feeling so terrible ....it 's horrible , like it 's not me ........pessimist ? Yup ......i'm not what they think ...i hate how someone understand me in a wrong way , i don't like people label me like .....i'm this i'm that ......umm..this is off topic i don't like how media label avril ALvigne as Pop Punk princess too..she 's not ounk ..she 's pop but not punk at all ...even though her attitude is kind of punky ..but she 's not punk that 's not the real punk ......What am i thinking ...jsut keep this thought away from me ,it 's so not me !