Yesterday , i was so depressed and emo because of my installation didn't finish yet and really panic because a few day ago i was really depressed i didn't get thing started yet ....then today , both of my classmate , Mr. Loh and LION go to National ARt gallery to show the one who in charge of the National art gallery , the purposal of our exhibition , umm...graduation exhibition , umm...to apply for the whole fee...for our gallery rent fee and etc....we apply from National ARt gallery for about RM5,000 ...it was originally RM 4300 something ....then our art marketing lecturer said that RM 5000 is better . To cut it short ...the point is that the person in National ARt gallery said that my artwork is good ...our artwork overall is really high standard something like that ...My classmate told me that , and i was so shocked about it ...I always thought that my artwork was so-so ....not so special and until my lecturer told me about it .....and this thing make me really excited and happy , i decided to make my last 2 painting more interesting as possible .
until today ....I haven't recover from my sickness....still got runny nose , sometime it 's really hard to breathe and i still have sore throat .....Arghhh...it make me frustrated and After CNY ....I have to install my installation art final and the small artwork and to pass up the report about my final installation ....and oil -painting ...a few week later , not to forget the portfolio ...and i have to illustrator and my illustrator have something wrong and i have to re-install it...DAMn....I dun care if have runny nose...i dun want to suffer sore throat...i dun mind i can't eat spicy food or soft drink as long i dun have sore throat and runny nose .
Some other thing that make me excited is when i listen to Avril Lavigne older song again , it remind me why i like her so much , just forget about her latest album ...most of the fan is complain about the 3rd album and it TOO Pink ~! :p When i listen to Let go album it remind me a lot of thing , i started listen to complicated her debut single when i was 14.....i was form 2 at that time and still finding my own indentity ...really polite ....but i ponteng with my friend b4... i only ponteng school after PMR ...it really boring at school , 2003 was the year i become her biggest fan after searching for her profile , her info ...i like her really more , even thought her lyrics not really good as it seem but i like her style , her lay back style , she's ordinary , she 's just like some of us and she gew up in small town ...and one thing i like about her is that she really can sing ....i know the media always state she is punk , she is not punk ...i have realise after a few year alter and i used to call by my friend punk...i dun even know what's punk is . I have been listened to AVril LAvigne 's music for like 6 year now .....her best damn tour was great...she sound awesome at live ...but i dun like the voice when she sing her older hit single ...then i really late to collect her album ...her 2nd album was the best among the 3 album she have release . Under my skin is really mature and kind of emo ....someone think that ...the style is gothic ,gothic ...? nah....sound more like emo , more rockier song ...i love it .
I guess maybe i have 2 day didn't online ...and i have quite many to write ...i don't know why i'm so introspective and moody ....quite depressed ....now i feeling much better ....hopefully after CNY i will recover .
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