UPDATEd ....

I dunno why lately no mood to updated my blog or at least write a journal ....maybe because of the busy life lately ...i miss my college day so much wish i can experience it again ...about produce an artwork ...i wish i have that passion again for wanting to draw more and paint more ....or just randomly doodle something .... okay i h ave to admit that i not really a pro at drawing yet ....it's suck not good at realistic drawing yet ....i need to practice coz practice make perfect .

i dunno why i like surealism so much ....just can't draw like Dali style only know how to photo-manipulated an artwork ....NICE ! I know WHAT I WANT ...I WANT TO BE AN ARTIST ....I think i dun mind being an children art teacher ...they 're so naive , maybe some are so noisy and naughty but i get to know what are they thinking ...and i only working in art centre like 1 month ...too bad it's a part-time but not a full time job , it would be awesome ....working in this retail make me wanna yell " I WANT TO QUIT " those customer is ridiculous.....I feel so fed up and frustrated .....everything need to be logical , i have to say it in exact correct number and term ...or else those Customer will say that i dunno nothing ....YUP i dunno nothing .....I still prefer ART though any art form i just LOVE it so much ....

it's so struggle to work there but i have to learn to be independence which i din really learn at all, i still dependent of other , rely on them ....dun really have self -disiplin ...ARRGHHHH ...It's so frustrated ...I need to have some break ...

WHoa ....what a post .....!!! it's like time flies by really quickly ....i have been listening to Avril like 7 year ago ....and many celeb passed away .....*sigh* let 's just hope that everything going to be fine ....So what will my future be ?