Thoughful Thought

Actually after watching New Moon , i like that line in the Book version chapter four :

Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.

Honestly , i 'm sort of " in love" with someone on9 when i was 16 , but now it's not really a love at all , it's just that i'm enjoying been " love" by that guys , and i'm glad i get over him finally , and find him so childish and annoying , the most annoying guy ever . I don't really want to explain what's big deal about Twilight Saga , If Those guys , most of the guys , guys that's normal will think it's lame and kind of homo , okay...Gay ? Perhaps . I think i kind of attract to that kind of Romeo and Juliet type of love , forbbiden love , ya VAmp and Human love , most obviously man and girl ... it's so frustrating that i found out that guys that i like was like taken by someone else . I gotta admit i'm kind of traditional type person , not quite narrow minded but not that open either . I'm getting so fed up about finding someone , what if ....? But i don't want to rush thing , maybe i just least expect it and just let's it happen naturally . Hopefully i won't have any complicated problem , coz i like thing to be simple either love me or love me not .

I just realise that i sort of like writing in my own journal , but really , it's nothing personal , either u like my opnion or u don't , as simple as that .
Maybe i should consider to just write for fun , i like to be in my own world especially in my own wild imagination . Chinese , english ? chinese , english , even though i consider writing in chinese since it's my mother tongue . I don't care if someone read it or not , i like writing , not as a profession but as a interest , i like to write randomly , it seem to be no point but sometime i would randomly think of some interesting idea. I think i kind of admire the way Stefanie Meyers write twilight , she not meant to be famous , not intend to be , it's just for fun . I wanted to have a job just like that , and sometime forget that i'm working but doing what i like . I hope someone stop asking me why i working in Organic Shop instead of working in Art Gallery , or as a designer etc etc etc , no worry , i not planning to stay longer , 1 and a half or less than that . An art teacher in the future , not Art lecturer , just teacher.

Talking about New Moon , yes ; all about new moon , do u have a problem with that ? Planning to just watch 2nd time in Cinema and when i finish download it , i will watch as much as i wanted . Then watch Christmas Carol maybe this saturday or FRiday when i was in off day . Writier , writer doesn't seem to appear on me . I never picture myself writing a book , no , never , i always thought that i'm suck at describe thing , the colour , the shape and etc etc ...i never describe them so detailed . i always fail on essay ....*sigh*

WHAT A BORING BLOG !!!!!!!!!

I just too lazy to updated something with a picture ....My stupid camera is spoiled :/