*sigh* .....

It's really bother me , i deny it and i realise i really like him , and still hestitate to tell him coz i dun want to bother him coz he's just break up with his gf a few day ago ...i dunno how long but i always been thinking question like what if he just consider me as friend and din like me , what if i 'm not his type , what if ....*sigh* so i just keep quiet instead but my heart won't keep quiet , it keep telling me how in love i am with him ....i feel like telling my heart and my mind : " just freaking shut up and leave me alone , just leave me a peace of mind " well ...it's doesn't work ! i still thinking of him and miss him so so so much ....

i think i just keep quiet and keep quiet until i make up my mind about something and about him just trying to figure out if i really like him , admire him, adore him , .....Heart him ....*sigh* So many what if , and " but " my life always been stop and block by " what if " and " but " ....no but when it 's come to decision ...make up ur freaking mind ...don't hestitate