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My love life is a blank paper ....my experience is a blank too , i wish i can get involved in something art related , i dun mind dancing in front of the crowd , i dun mind being in a play or drama , i dun mind singing out loud what i think as long as i doing something related to art , coz my art skill is not good , i need practice , as i know practice make perfect , no i shouldn't delay my stay on there ....i want to quit , but i will return as a customer and i wish i can be in a pulishing company working , i wish i know how to design a book cover or maybe album cover for music album as i really like to read book and listen to music , good music , music , literture , movie , dance whatever art related or some thought inspired me totally ...so ...after that should i be an art teacher teaching those devil or sometime angel kids ? I don't know .....Should i study ? i Wish ....i wish i have in mind what i should study ? degree course or master course .... degree and i wish installation art ...maybe ....!!!