Think ....

I just realise i change a lot , my hair , my appearance ....( err ...not much !!! ) , my though , my mind , knowledge range ....Thinking this and that , i have been think deeply about my future , what kind of future i have ....it's turn out to be a blank paper ....i 'm idealess compare to my recent collegue , i dun think i am creative enough though , i wish i am but i am not ....how upset i am .

I wish i have much money in my saving account but i don't , sadly i have been spending too much money or the thing of the price is increasing , but my salary didn't increase ...*sigh* if i want to work in printing shop i need to deal with people , THE CUSTOMER ....communicate with them that is ...well , i wish i can , i need to use that " THe law of Abstraction " thingy to abstract good thing happen to me , i need some good thing to happen to me right now , i need more money , i need courage , i need confidence , i need to believe in myself that i can do it .....this is the positive power , so i want good thing happen ! I want good thing to be happening now !