Haiz .....so this is really really really a real world and the reality , and feel like want to go home fast ......feel like idiot all the time , really i wonder why dun they teach me everything , u know ....some basic stuff then let me try la ~ .....because big big senior tell u to do thing , and then u give me preasure , make me feel stress as well because i dun do well ...because i dun do well , and then u give me stress all over ....CEPAT ...cepat sikit ....sudah lambat lah ...harus cepat sikit ...( aiyoh ...i also know want to cepat ....u tot i dun want to be fast , but i feel like idiot la ...coz i still freaking learning ...!!! ) The more i scared , the more mistake i make , but i cannot make many mistake because i will cause them rugi money .....because i scared will rugi money that why i scared .....bad cycle , man ! all the bad energy coming around ....coz of my moody collegue , feel like i can't relax .....i should told them ....!!!! I started to hate this job la ~ much worse than my previous job , at least previous job i kena marah by customer and my collegue is really nice to me even though i did some mistake .....
And , i dun need to worried if i done any mistake or have done much rugi money ....i feel like wanted to use many fore language to express my frustration ....*SIGH* when i 1st working in Justlife , i feel quite okay , i dun feel like fed up only after 6 month later ...just unlike now , i feel like in my own hell , working in there , i dunno anything and i feel they should at least teach me then only decide to just let me jaga the shop alone , label sticker ...i dunno , stamp ....still practice the freaking aI skill and formula , Namecard still practice , still learning ...still learning ....i feel like ...............................wtf
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