Calm

I can't believe since i leave that freaking company , i am so calm and laidback now , i don't want to worried that much , i think i don't want to work for the sake of working , i need to clear my mind up , i have been really lazy since i work there .....no much passion about what i always passioned in .

I can't believe i have been abandoned this blog for so long ....no mood in update my own blog , it's quite messy and i am too lazy to arrange my blog , just let it be the way it is . Just trying to figure out which i belong to , i don't want to get to nervous , should i go back to study ? should i study illustration ? which uni i should study then ? which kind of work i should search 1st ?