I think i want to go study

I think i better go further study so that i can be more pro in this field so i won't change so much job ! I think Diploma cert mean nothing to me ! it 's just a blank paper to me now ! Maybe i might study illustration or visual design . Maybe i will study in TAIWAN ! I don't feel like i want to be in here anymore . No wonder so many talented ppl want to get out of here and go somewhere that they will be more appreciated rather than getting crappy pay and job . Okie i have to say the problem is me , I 'm not a fast learner and slow ! I really envious those friend that can do what they like . I 'm trying to like the job but no i 'm still unhappy . I try the teacher job but i really really not a teacher material , and i don't like clerk work either but i will try it and see ...earn some money for maybe uni fund .

So i think i gonna say to those that think i 'm uncreative or something , Most of the time i want to say to them :" WATCH ME ! "