W.O.R.K

Before the school started , i was started to work as clerk and also teacher during last year holiday , everything seem good , until when the school is started , i started to be feel nervous , and as i thought and predicted , something bad will happen , something really really bad just happen , and it 's make me really unhappy , why this job make me so miserable , while i was working in organic retail store , i was quite happy just getting tired and bored of the same old same old job . I thought teaching children was not a bad idea , but now it's seem like a really bad idea coz i dunno much nursery rhymes and din really teach nicely .

Seriously , i should be really firm when i thought of refusing to work on this kindergarten . okie , let's be patience for a while and wait for a few month then just say i am not suitable for this job and say something like :" thank you for ur consideration ?!?" ( hmmm......how to quit a job in a polite way ? ) What happen if i accept to teach children art during saturday and weekday work as a clerk only ? i should be accepted that clerk job ......ARGHHHH ! why did i always make wrong choices all the time . Struggling to be in this field , okie .....since not much of them like me there , why should i working there ?

(Why did i always complain about my work and job ...........i dun want to sound like i always complain all the time , but these aunties always nagging and complain how their class children misbehave and etc make me really roll my eyes and WTH i thinking to continue working in here ? ) feel like dropping F-bomb .........it's just make me so much anger , i'm not happy with the whole situation , why my boss always say i din do nicely while i trying so hard to do it , i trying so hard to do it nicely and then another boss say i did wrongly ...WTH???? I think becoz she dislike me , trying to find a fault in me and etc .......i wonder why she always need to go upstair go gossip about someone she dislike and say something bad about them , what's the point , if you dun like it just say it straight to my face , just like that freaking aunties who think they are above all other ......Finally know that she is good at complain and complain and complain becoz of she dislike me ...like i have killed someone else ......