One of the reason why i'm not happy is because that my painting is not complete ....and my 2nd and 3rd painting suck ....It's suck ! It's really suck plus i thought i would get a good comment , i get a worst than i thought .....I didn't dislike my 1st painting but it really suck ...it should be better ....my 2nd and 3rd should be better .....Ihave been concentrate too much on my installation artwork .....it's suck ...all i can say is i feel really worst ....feel like crying when i present the 2nd painting ......I'm almost crying ....it's really worst .. ...! it's really worst ...it's freaking worst damn thing i have ever had ......It's suck .....Yess...I really want The best damn thing even though i dunno what i really want ....ya maybe i don't expect someone to solve problem for me , even though i think of it or consider it before .....it's suck ....and worst than i thought ......Maybe i deserve it , i always rush my assignment ....I dun feel like painting bigger size .....my 5 classmate always been really good than me or better than me , it's like that stupid feeling i had again .....Clueless and idealess ............I hate this so much ....Whatever ....I don't want ppl to know how I feel because i dun freaking care if they know or not .....I dun want them to know really .......
It's bother me so much .....THey 're happy , I 'm not happy ...YESSSS...I'M UPSET .......SO WHAT ? BIG DEAL ! I don't want any of your concern anyway .....
WHATEVER ...I'm a freak ....Thay why i scared every one away .......
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